My Secret.

Chapter 8

Jordan P.O.V.
"Fuckkkk Princess" I whisper/moan in her ear. She's killing me. She starts pumping faster as I pretty much crumble under her. "What I can't hear you?" She says as she adds a finger to my wetness. "Fuck papppiii" I moan tilting my head back as I cum all over her fingers. "That's right babygirl" She says as she keeps going. When my knees give in she picks me up and puts me on the bed. "I'll see you at school tomorrow Jordan" She says smirking. That's probably the coldest thing I've ever had done to me. I don't even say nun back. I just grab my things and gather them up. "Bye hun" She says all innocent like she didn't just leave me all hot, bothered, and wet. "Fuck you" I say back to her. She laughs as I go down the stairs. What is love anyway. Fuck was I thinking about? I don't love this girl. I just thought I did old feelings don't resurface fuck that. Shit. As soon as I get home I ignore my mother and I go straight to my room. I can't believe this fucking bullshit. Wait..I can. I bullied her I made her leave the school. It's my fault. Even tho she did what she did it will never be as bad as how I treated her. I treated her like shit. I treated her like she didn't even matter. I treated her like she wasn't even human...Like I didn't love her. Damn I really fucked up back then and I'm paying the consequences now. How could I treat a person like that? I stare at the ceiling thinking about how much of a piece of shit I am. I could fix it now. I could start over with her if she'd let me. But Love? I couldn't right now. It's just not the right time. I have to wait a while I have to gain her trust again. After how I did her today she'll probably think I never want her again..she probably thinks I don't want her and I was just talking shit for her pussy. But no I just couldn't resist I just always wanted too. I always wanted to make love  to her. Having her moan my
Name loudly because of the extensive pleasure I was giving her. I wanted no needed her to call me Daddy and for her to know what I was working with. I needed to express my feelings I kept in all these years. There was so much and I still didn't show how much I could do to her cause we had to be quiet.. I couldn't haven't her screaming and moaning with her people's in the next room. That's mad disrespecful. But tomorrow I'm gonna make it up to her. I'm gonna treat her like a King cause that's what she deserves since I was a asshole. I'm changed now...abd I want to show her that in various ways.
Princess P.O.V.
My whole mindset was so fucked up right now. She literally fucked me and left me here. That pissed me off. But what she said to be before kept replaying in my mind. "Relax and let me make love to you" Love. She basically said she loved me. But it's maybe me maybe I heard things. Maybe she said something else. Maybe    I just thought I heard that. Maybe she did say it but just to get in my pants. But...but what of she did say it and mean it? Jordan loving me I don't know how I feel about that.. I've always low-key had a crush on her I mean who wouldn't she's fucking beautiful. But she was such an ass to me..but she loves me... I'm saying that like I know for sure Love is a word that is constantly thrown around like a a you like you can't play with that shit people got actual hearts out here. Does she even like me? Is she playing with me? What if she isn't? My mind fills with thoughts all night after I take a shower and I just fall asleep in fall asleep in deep thought.