*Mate*

New beginning

  Rain poured outside and seeped through my clothing. My anger quickly got replaced with longing and sadness. I should have seen that coming. What was I thinking. Off course I should have known someone like Lacie wouldn't stay friends with me for long. My clothes stuck to me like a second skin while I was wrapped in my own thoughts. There's no other words to describe how I feel or look right now. To someone far away I no doubt look miserable. After all, I did feel that way. The more I walk I got closer to what I call home. It shouldn't even be called that especially since I haven't felt welcomed there ever since dad died. What used to be a nice warm two story house full of love and laughter was replaced by coldness, hostility, and anger. Of course,all of those emotions was charged at nobody else but me. You might be wondering why but my mom and sister blamed me for my father's death. Although it was an unknown vehicle that slammed into our own my mother refuses to believe that. Also because my dad saved my life and didn't have enough time to crawl out of the vehicle before it exploded. Nobody knows that small fact though. Silent tears trickled down my face at the thought of my father. If only he was here. My life wouldn't be such a mess in a short amount of time. I walked up the porch and took my key out of my pant's pocket and opened the door silently praying my mother and Abby is not home. I really don't want to deal with them right now. My mother had stayed home from work to stay with a suddenly "sick" Abby. That little liar, gosh she gets underneath my skin sometimes. Right when I thought I was home alone, Abby walked down the stairs. I silently cursed her out to myself and turned to walk the other direction.

" Mom! "

 "What the fuck is that fat bitch doing here so early! "

  I ignored her and walked right pass her and made my way up the stairs. They call me all sorts of names here so it don't really phase me anymore. Besides I could care less of what that brat thinks of me. I could feel Abby behind me as I walk to my room. Why the fuck is she following me. I sigh in annoyance and forced my self to turn around. Before I fully turned to face her I felt a sharp pain across my cheek. No this bitch did not just slap me for no damn reason. Anger bubbled inside me and before I knew it I backhand the bitch and send her knocking into my dresser. A look of shock and fear reflects across her face .

 "Yes bitch be afraid! I've had enough of you and mom thinking you guys can do anything to me and get away with it! "

Mom ran into the room and glared at me after she registered what the commotion is all about. Upon seeing her I became even more pissed.

" Don't fucking glare at me, its because of you she's like that "

" What kind of mother are you! "

 "You're suppose to be there for me not fucking torture me!"

 "You know what, it's because of you daddy died!"

"You were the one who made him mad and made him fled out the house along with me to go for a ride to clear our minds so don't fucking act like it was my fault okay!!! "

 Mom slapped me across the face . Before I could process what I was doing I yanked her hair forward with my left hand and landed a punch straight in her face with my right hand. I smirked at the familiar crunch. I felt an intense power surge inside me and felt my eyes heat up. It was mom's turn to stare up at me in shock. What is up with everybody today staring at me in shock. Its starting to get on my nerves. What the fuck do they expect me to do when they're pushing my buttons way too much like this. I turned and glare at the both of them. Mom staring up at me in fear by the wall and Abby still spread out on the floor by my bed watching me cautiously with fear. How pathetic can they get. If we were a loving family like we once were I would have been guilty first hand but staring at this poor excuse of a family makes me want to punch them all over again. Upon thinking that I felt the familiar power surge through me again and the same strange feeling in my eyes. I made a mental note to find out about this strange feeling and returned to reality.