My Guardian Angel | Justin Bieber Fanfiction

A fresh start

"Hey guys, uh it's been a while since I've done a live stream," Justin stumbled into the camera with a nervous look on his face. I sat across from him with my legs crossed, giving him a cheesy thumbs up for moral support. "I just wanted to come on here today to speak to you all about everything. As you guys may be able to tell I've changed a lot recently, I'm not the same cocky teenager that I used to be. I don't drink, I don't smoke and I don't go to parties every night."

He ran his fingers through his hair and stared into the webcam, "I just don't want to disappoint anyone. I know a lot of you miss Bizzle and the lifestyle I used to have, maybe even the girls I used to sleep with. But that really isn't me anymore." 

"I don't look perfect or have a six pack, but I'm so happy and healthy for the first time in years. I was thrown into this industry so young, and into a serious relationship before I had even figured myself out. It ruined me, at one stage I honestly thought I would end up killing myself. I know you all miss the old me but I was a danger to myself and everyone around me."

"It really hurts me to see the girl I love getting hate because if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here today. She's a blessing, and I want you all to learn to love her as much as I do." He motioned me over, a small smile flickered across his features. We hadn't publicized our relationship over the past two years because of the hate his previous girlfriends got, he didn't want anyone to hurt me. But obviously, with Justin's lifestyle I had become known and hated for not being good enough for him.  His fans said I would never be as pretty as Hailey, as sweet as Selena or as famous as Kendall. But what they didn't know is that I had attributes better than all of them. I was keeping Justin alive and once they knew the truth they would understand. 

I crawled over and sat next to Justin, giving a small wave towards the low quality camera. 

"This girl here is my guardian angel, I'm convinced she was sent by God to save me. She really has stuck with me through some fucked up shit, I was such a terrible person when we first met and how she put up with me I will never know. People constantly compare her to girls who aren't relevant. Girls that were only in my life because I had money and fame, those girls meant nothing. They just used me for five minutes of fame, and I probably used them too." 

"Comparing her to Selena is ridiculous. Selena was a sweet girl and I did love her at the time, but I was young and naive and I was forced into being with her before I even had chance to be myself. This love is completely different, pure and beautiful, I will marry this girl one day and she will be the mother to my children, I would give up anything for her. Luckily for me she's amazing and she would never expect me to give up my life for her. I really do want to tell you guys everything that happened during the Bizzle era. But I could never make that part of my life fully public, I'm ashamed of myself and I don't want any of you to be ashamed of me too. Because you guys mean the world to me and to have you think of me in a negative way would kill me." 

"Baby your fans could never be ashamed of you. You've grown so much since then." I whispered, pressing my delicate arm against his warm bicep. 

"She's right, I know you would all support me regardless. But that's in the past, I want to show you guys that I've changed. I hope you all stay on this crazy journey with me until the end."

"I love you all, so much."

He clicked the stop button and closed his laptop, turning to face me with a small smile.

"Can you believe how far we've come?"

"Yes, I always knew you were the one. Even from the beginning." 

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The first chapter is set in the future, now the book will go back to how they first met and how Justin overcame his downfall!