My Guardian Angel | Justin Bieber Fanfiction

A night to remember

Justin's POV

The cocaine burned slowly through my veins as I made my way through the cramped house, every room appeared to grow in size as I rushed towards the back yard for fresh air. Mixing drugs and alcohol was never a good idea, yet I did it day in day out regardless. I loved the numb feeling of the drugs seeping into my blood stream, blocking out everything else.

I finally made my way towards the glass doors on the far side of the house, breathing in the fresh Californian air. 

"Are you okay?" I heard a timid voice ask from my right, my senses slowed down as I attempted to turn without losing my balance. Apparently, I failed as I felt small hands hold me up.

"Sorry, I think I need to sit down." I managed to slur as the girl hastily nodded and directed me towards the chairs by the pool. 

"Do you want me to get you some water?" I shook my head, once I sat down the fire seemed to settle in my blood and I slowly began to regain my composure. The girl sat next to me was unbelievably beautiful, I knew if I really wanted to I could seduce her and have my way with her tonight. But for some unknown reason I didn't want to do that to her, she looked too fragile and innocent. I knew I was no good for a girl like her. 

"I'm good. I just needed some fresh air. Have I seen you somewhere before?" 

"Probably, I'm Kendall's best friend Lily." She spoke softly, that's when it clicked in my head. She was always with Kendall, but for some reason she always blended into the background and stayed away from the parties.

"Of course, I'm Bizzle. Nice to meet you." I captured her soft hand and shook it softly, I was torn with this girl. I wanted to sleep with her because she was insanely beautiful but a part of me didn't want to corrupt her innocent mind and fuck her over. I knew I couldn't have her in my life for anything more than a fling but I almost didn't want to let her go.

I slowly reached across and tucked a stray piece of hair behind her ear softly, brushing her cheek with the pad of my thumb.

"Justin, I'm really not into the kind of guys Kendall hangs with. And I'm definitely not like the girls you usually go for," she whispered as she slowly backed away from my advances, "I'll sit with you until you're feeling better." 

"I'm not that type of guy," I lied and instantly scolded myself, "I don't know why you've got that impression but I'd really like to get to know you." More like, fuck you.

"I don't know, you had a thing with Kendall and Hailey and you kind of messed them both around." She spoke softly as I concentrated on her eyes, willing myself to not fall over or pass out.

I did admittedly mess Kendall around, but she didn't care she just wanted a chance to say she'd been on my dick.  Hailey was different, I did like her but I couldn't give her what she wanted. We ended on good terms and I care about her a lot as a person.

"But I wouldn't do that to you." Lies, I would probably get bored after a few weeks or she would ask for more and I couldn't give it to her, it's just how it seemed to go with girls since Selena.

"You seem really drunk anyway, you don't even know what you're saying."

"You're not enjoying the party?" I asked her once I noticed how sober she was, her book was laid in front of her and I could tell she had been sat under the pool lights reading.

"It's not really my thing. I just came because Kendall begged me to, even though she left me as soon as we arrived because I didn't want to drink." 

"So you're just going to wait here until she comes back?" I ask annoyed, why would Kendall drag this poor girl here just for her to leave her? Typical Kendall, always wanting to fuck the next new and upcoming artist. She was desperate for any kind of fame she could get.