Holding On (Niall Horan)

Chapter 3

-Mckenna-

Our date was finally over and we made it to Niall's apartment.

His apartment is big and quiet and PRIVATE. Unlike mine. I have a roommate, her name is Ella, she's pretty cool.

Anyways, when we got to Niall's place it turned into a big make out session, right as we walked in the door Niall shut the door behind him and locked it.

He must really want this...

I was laying next to him in his bed after a long 15 minutes of sucking faces. There was heaving breathing already and nothing has even gotten started!

Niall turned to me and whispered "Are you ready for this?" With his hot breath sending chills down my back.

As I bit my lip I said, "Yea"

We both started slowly undressing on the opposite sides of the bed.

God, he is sexy when he's naked.

He slowly started to thrust into me.

"W-wait." I said quickly.

"Are you okay?"

"I just-I'm scares Niall. I don't know how it's going to feel. What if it hurts?"

"I-I'm sorry, I knew I was forcing you into doing this."

He started to get up and I grabbed his arm and said "Niall I want to, I'm just scared."

"Why? Do you not trust me?"

"I trust you, I just- I can't Niall."

"I'm sorry babe. We can wait"

He got up and put on his boxers, "Do you want a t-shirt to sleep in?" He said

"Yea, please"

He gave me a white t-shirt that said 'crazy mofo' on it.

He owns a lot of those shirts.

He payed back down and wrapped his arm around me and said "I'm sorry"

And that's when I started bursting out tears, I was balling.

"Babe, what's wrong?! Did I do something?"

I sniffed and hiccuped as I said "No, I'm just an idiot who is too afraid to have sex! I hate myself! Why do I have be like that Niall? I love you!"

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-Niall-

When she said she loved me, a huge rush went through my body. She hasn't said that to me since I left for Chicago!

"Mckenna, you are not an idiot! Don't you ever say that, I understand that it's different for girls when it comes to this stuff. You don't have to cry!"

There was a long silence and I turned her over and said, " I love you too" and kissed her tenderly on the lips.

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