As you stand in the rain everything seemed lost... you lost your way and everyone... but once you meet a boy with the same problems you finally feel like you're not alone... soon you two become inseparable and suddenly you start to develop feelings...
I screamed and ran through the school and to my house... I didn't want anyone to hear me crying... but too late... when I learned my friend was killed in a car accident I couldn't help but run... I didn't ever want to look back! I hate school! I hate myself! I hate this world! I hate everyone! Why do I deserve all my pain?! Why did I let her get killed?! It's all my fault! As I ran through the pouring rain I stopped at the sight of my house... I went inside and was welcomed with screams of anger and guilt... my parent we're fighting again... why did this happen to me?! Why are they all the sudden fighting?! I screamed and ran to my room. I turned on the music to full blast... then I screamed louder so I couldn't be heard because of the music... pain rushed through me like a thousand knives piercing soulless flesh... I held my heart in pain... and lied down on my bed crying my eyes out... as I undressed and got into my black clothing I looked at my wrists... scarlet marks were still there... I couldn't wait anymore! I grabbed a knife and opened my window to step outside into the gray sky... when I stepped over the wall I raced to an ally way... through the large buildings and now into the depressed darkness that grabbed hold of me I held the knife and brought to my stomach...
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It'll all be over once I am done with it... then I can be reborn into a new game with possibly less pain... a new game... right...
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As I was about to strike my flesh I heard a voice... "can you really do it?" It was a male voice... I turned around and saw a boy with jet black hair... he was looking at me with soft red eyes... then my world took color...
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