As you stand in the rain everything seemed lost... you lost your way and everyone... but once you meet a boy with the same problems you finally feel like you're not alone... soon you two become inseparable and suddenly you start to develop feelings...
"S-stay away from me!" I snapped... the boy came closer anyway... "can you really kill yourself?" He asked... "I will if you come closer!" He didn't heed my warning though... "I just want to help you..." he said coming closer every second... step by step... when he finally reached me I jumped... "it's okay..." he whispered... I then was brought to tears. I fell to the ground and cried holding one hand to my face... the boy for some reason hugged me... I didn't even know him yet... I felt safe for once... as I hugged the young male he whispered something into my ear... "call me DL..." I nodded while I pressed my face into his chest... then I looked at him and smiled... "I can't do it... I want to but can't..." I said. DL looked at me with a confused look. "Then why are you smiling?" He asked... "I smile cause that's all I can ever do... smile... "He clearly didn't understand what I meant... he wasn't broken like I was... but he just returned the gesture with a tight squeeze... he was warm... but we were in freezing rain. How was he able to keep himself so warm?
When I finally stopped sobbing on DL's shirt then we both stood up... I noticed I wept all over his clothes and then I started bowing nonstop repeating the words I'm sorry over and over. He chuckled and looked at me with a kind smile... "it's okay it's nothing really." Then he let out a hand and tilted his head in a cutesy way. Well then shall I walk you home my lady?" DL said in a deep voice that sounded like how a king or someone rich would talk. I laughed and took the comforting hand and we walked to my house in the pouring rain...
I opened the door and was welcomed with once more enraged screams of chaos... They didn't even notice I was gone... I felt more tears about to break my mask I was hiding in but I held it in... I couldn't just flat out burst into random tears like a little baby... DL looked at me with a sort of I'm sorry face... maybe I he knew what it was like when your parents fight... I wonder what this guy was doing out in the city anyway? Did he live there? As I was lost in thought for a brief moment I suddenly snapped back to reality when I heard a loud crash coming from the room my parents were in... That's when I knew something was going to change my life for the worst...
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As I bursted into the room where my parents were I saw the color of my tears... red... I felt a hot stream of choking blood trickle down from eye as I saw what looked like a puddle of death laying before me lifeless and decaying... DL came into the room hoping everything was alright but when he saw the gruesome display it looked like he was about to fall to pieces... and I knew then... that everything was going to change... Mother... Murderer...
