Yes means really No

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Yes means really no
Hi my name is Kimberly.
I am 25 year old.
The question is what about you.(me)
What about you.
Have you just been thinking
Yes
about what
Me and what I want for myself.
So what your thoughts.
Are you ok,it a roller coaster of my emotions.
The question is what about your happiness.
I am tired of me being used, abuse,trick, brain wash,talked down to and missed treated and feeling less then what ready do and making sure I feel i am scum of the earth.
In the process. All I have done is destroy myself in the long run.
Truth be told. I slept around at one point because I felt robbed of my own innocent.
That day I felt I was sold to the devil himself. I felt trick manipulative  into doing something I didn't want to do but I did it anyways because I didn't know what could of happen to me.
(There are different types of form of rape) but the word is (coercion)( having someone do something by using force or threat.)
I felt do it. But don't do it because I thought we was a something. Boy I was wrong forsure that night. I was trick and all I got was
I only did that to see see if you loved me and I see you don't.
Wow
I was lost for words
The only thing I could think of on the ride home is I felt so shame of myself.
Talk about the word shame.
I never felt so ashame of myself in my whole life.
I felt I needed to punish myself.
So I did with a razor blaze that was my only Firend back then. When nobody understand and nobody gets it and nobody there to confort you but the only thing that always waiting for you at the end of the day is my best friend the blade.
Hi name is Kimberly
I am 25 year old
This was my small story of the truth be told.
Yes means really no

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