The Lost

Chapter 4

'' i was surrounded in pitch darkness, it felt weird, but. Little bit calming. " hello?" I called out. I saw Toby walking. " Toby!" I smiled. I ran to him to see him..scared of me. " Toby? Are you ok?" I asked. " n-no, g-get away from me! ...y-you monster!" He screamed. " a..a monster? I repeated. " b-but..I..I loved you though.....h-how..." I brought my hands to my face and covered my face up. " I-I'm a monster. Than Jeff came towards me. " you ugly monster!" He yelled in annoyance. My eyes went so dull they seemed like black gold. " b-but...I'm..not an ugly monster.." tears poured down my cheeks. I heard mummers all around me.

Monster
Ugly beast
How hideous
Horrible
Die you bitch

All of this was pouring in my head like water. I couldn't take it anymore, all of this pressure has been going through my head. I grabbed ahold of my head and dropped to my knees. " I'm not a monster!"
I shot up on my bed, taking deep breaths. I looked to my side to see a whole bunch of the creepy pastas. Jeff, Jane, BEN, EJ, masky , clockwork, sally, the four brothers, and ticci Toby sitting by my bed holding my hand. I quickly pulled away. " he's been holding your hand since you wouldn't wake up!" Jeff teased. " oh, shut the hell up!" Yelled Toby. " what? How long was I asleep for?" I asked. " about a week and a half" replied slender man. " what!" I yelled back in surprise. Sally walked up to my bed and plopped herself on me. " it's ok rose, we all only care if your awake and living!" Smiled sally. I chuckled. " yeah.." I said. " but..don't you think I'm a monster?" I asked them all. " what?" They all shot back. " yeah.." I stiffened. " you called me a scary monster.." tears poured down my cheek. " non of us ever said that?" Said slendy. (I might start saying father or somthin :3 ) " oh.." I replied. Slendy (or father) picked me up with one of his tendrils and said. " I need to talk to you in private, in my office" he said with a serious tone. " yes!" I said. He walked through the halls to his office. He sat me in a chair and he sat in his. " so, what happened in your dream?" Slendy asked. " well..I was having fun with Toby..and..and than..he yelled at me..he called me a monster...everyone did...I was so scared....so scared....." I said. I hugged myself as if I was in danger, my eyes went dull once again. " my child...you are not a monster..you are a beautiful girl...maybe you get scared when people call you the "m" word because you got called that when you were a young girl, am I right?" He asked.

I nodded. " I see" he said with concern. I felt a weird presence about a week ago, when you fell asleep." He said. " was the Pearson who was here, looked scary?" He asked. I nodded. " did he have black hair...and reddish horns?" He asked once more. I ducked my head, my gold eyes getting blacker. " yes.." I mumbled. He sighed. " this is bad" slendy said. I shot my head back up. " why?" I asked confused. " he found you" slendy said. " I kinda know...he found me when I was 8 I guess" I said. " what!" His loud scream echoed in the house. I jumped off my chair and backed up. " I didn't know..I..I was sleeping...I thought it was you who was looking at me while I was sleeping. " I cried. " I..I'm sorry..I..I..really didn't..k..know.." I said. I dropped to my knees. Slendy walked up to me and picked me up and hugged me.

" it's ok child...it wasn't your fault..you didn't know what "it" was yet..." he sighed. " t.thank you.." I said, still crying. He sat me back on the chair and said. " zalgo is his name, he is our greatest enemy...and my father. " he said. " what! I yelled. " let me finish, since childhood, zalgo treated me like nothing, punished me, even tried to feed me to the hell-hounds. But mr wide mouth stopped him. Zalgo indeed trained me very hard, until everything was sore. One day I saw him and his forces chasing a women, me, being interested I watched, she was caught but him and his forces and tortured her u till death.." he paused. As I watched her getting beaten, I realized..she was a portion of me.."
" your mother.." I said sadly. " yes, I hated myself for just watching....I didn't do anything...I just watched..I wanted to do something..but I didn't.." he took his hand and placed it on his head. " I stood up and ran to him. " Slendy..your ok now...you..you got me and the others..we'll be your new family!" I smiled. He took a hand and patted my head. " thank you rose" he said with a low voice. " mhm!"

I made my way to his door, I took a look at him, he was sad.." remember, we all love you Slendy!" I smiled. I could feel him smiling. I walked out and closed the door behind me. I made my way to my door, I just stood there...not moving. I felt tears streaming down my checks. " Slendy..you have been through so much...." I cried. I dropped to my knees, my whole body felt weak. I kept crying until I heard footsteps. I turned around to see some of the creepy pastas, the ones who were in my room when I woke up. Toby got on one knee and held his hand out. I jumped up and hugged him. " I didn't know I caused this much trouble for the four brothers, especially Slendy!" I cried. " he had it so hard for him when he was just a little child, worse than me!" I screamed. Everyone looked at me in worry and confusion.jane came down on both knees and hugged me as well, same did clockwork. I felt dizzy, I guess I cried to much. " thanks..but I feel dizzy right now..maybe I cried to much?" I laughed. " yeah. " ticci Toby picked me up and opened the door to my room. I didn't want to let go of him.

(Toby's p.o.v)
She held into me tightly, she has never done this to me before, I guess she's been through a lot...I tried to set her down on the bed but she wouldn't let me go. I tried to pull her off but she didn't budge. Than I heard something slip through her lips. " don't..leave..Toby..I..I like....you.." she said. My heart raced, I couldn't help but blush, the others left, I sat there in the room thinking of what to do. Before I knew it Slendy appeared in her room. " you really do like her don't you?" He asked. I looked at him. " yeah.." I said. I finally said it! " I can see why" he said looking at both of us. " try to take it slow....she's a fragile little thing..take very good care of her." He said with concern. " I will" I said with a serious face. Once he disappeared I got in the covers of her bed. I took my goggles, mask, shoes, and sweet shirt off, I was sleepy as well. Once I laid down rose hugged me tighter. I just chuckled. I put my hand around her waist and she smiled. I put the covers over us, and we both drifted off to sleep.