Chapter 11- Confessions

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Namjoon's POV

"Shit it's Jin!". I say and look at Taehyung.

I unwrap my arms from Yoongi and get up. I walk down the hall to the door. I open the door and see Jin balling his eyes out.

"I'm sorry please forgive me!". He says holding on to my hands.

I instantly felt so bad. But I know I shouldn't have he was the one who hurt me. I missed holding his hands. And kissing his soft lips. But I knew I loved Yoongi more. I couldn't stay with someone who hurt me.

"For the last time no, I love someone else.". I say and unwind his fingers from my hand.

"Fine but it would be a shame if they knew your secret.". He says wiping his tears away.

"What are you talking about?". I say and look at him sideways.

"Oh you know what I mean.". He says and walks to his car.

I shut the door. I look at everyone hoping they didn't hear what Jin said.

"Thank God he left.". I say hoping to ease the awkwardness.

"So what was he talking about?". Yoongi says and looks at me with his nose scrunched up.

"I frankly don't know.". I say with a change in my voice.

"Yeah you do you're hiding something from us.". Yoongi says coming closer to me.

"It's nothing really.". Tae says backing me up which I wish he would've never done.

"You better tell me!". Yoongi says getting a little aggressive in his voice.

"I-I was in a mental hospital for a year.". I say looking down.

"W-what.". Yoongi says with his mouth wide open.

"It's okay if you don't want to be with me anymore.". I say and walk out the house.

I go next door. I know I was being followed by Yoongi. He walked in the house after I did. He went and sat on the couch and gestured me to come sit down too.

"Of course I still want to be with you why wouldn't I?". He says.

"I actually was in a mental hospital too.". He says.

I bring my head up and look at him.

"Are you serious.". I say.

"Yeah I actually used to self harm myself a lot. I was really depressed till you came around.". He says looking at his feet.

"I was in there cause they said I had a borderline personality disorder.". I say.

"Oh so that's why you had all of those pills in your medicine cabinet.". He says.

"You went through my medicine cabinet!". I say kinda pissed off.

"Yeah sorry it was the first time we met and I was having a hangover and needed Tylenol.". He says.

"Oh.". I say lowering my voice.

We enjoy each other's presence for a couple of minutes until we get interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Can we come in now.". Hoseok says through the locked door.

I open the door to the two boys who were holding each other's hand.

"I swear you guys really know how to ruin a perfect moment.". Yoongi says to the other couple.

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