Hinata's Pov.
'I'm not jealous.' I silently thought to myself. Wait. If I'm thinking to myself why would I silently think it. Ugh. So annoying.
My girlfriend and my boyfriend are sitting there. Talking. Cuddling. For a while they've been spending more than enough time with each other. Oh now they're laughing. What could be so funny? Hmph. Now Chiaki is blushing. Why is she blushing? What could Komaeda have said to make her blush? Why can't I make her blush like that! Wait now Ko is blushing. Are you serious?! They're both blushing aaaaaand laughing. Seriously what's going on between those too.
I let out an annoyed sigh. I know that we're all dating each other because I like both Chiaki AND Komaeda. I mean, who wouldn't fall for them? Komaeda has been my best friend for years now, and Chiaki is the most adorable person in the entire world. I had dated Chiaki and Ko at the same time— no I wasn't cheating— and soon all three of us had started a healthy relationship. A polyamory relationship. But since when did Komaeda and Chiaki had romantic feelings for each other?
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd be more than happy to see them getting along romantically. But I don't want their relationship to over come the relationship of us three. What if that does happen? What if Chiaki and Komaeda fall into a deeper love than what they feel for me? What if they decide to leave me for each other? What if they forget about me?
I felt a wet, hot tear pour out of my left eye. Am I crying? Of course I am. I love Chiaki and Komaeda with all my heart. I would die if they left me. Now the tears won't stop flowing and— oh no Komaeda saw me.
"Hinata? Are you okay?" He said, his voice soft and gentle. My hands started to shake. 'No I'm not okay.' I thought. I raised my hands to my face, and silently sobbed into them. "D-don't ever leave me.." I whispered. I felt a small pair of hands gently caressing my hair. "Hinata, we won't leave you." That angelic voice that belonged to Chiaki said to me. "Yeah, what makes you think we'd leave you?" I heard Komaeda say. I looked up at him. I stared into is grey-blue eyes before looking into Chiaki's pale-pink ones. "I-It's just.." I began. "..For a while you to h-have been growing closer.." I mumbled.
Wow. I must have sound like a terrible boyfriend just now. "You're saying that you don't want me and Komaeda to grow closer?" Chiaki said, a hint of sadness could be heard in her voice. That hit me like a bus. Of course I wanted them to grow closer. I just don't want them to—ahhh I don't know. I'm so confused. "N-no it's not that." I said. "I just, I'm happy seeing you two together like that. Laughing, talking, smiling, and blushing at each other. I'm happy you guys are growing closer but. I-I just don't want you guys to fall in love and leave me."
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Chiaki was the first person to break the silence with a giggle. Why is she laughing? I spilled out something thats been bothering me for a while and she laughs. "I see what you mean, Hinata." She said in between giggles. If seems as if Komaeda had known something too, since he too began to giggle. "W-what?! Why are you guys laughing!!" I said, a bit annoyed. Komaeda wiped a tear from his eye. "I see that you're a bit jealous? Huh, Hinata." He playfully said.
Jealous? I. Am. Not. Jealous. "I was thinking the same thing, Hinata is jealous. Very very jealous." Chiaki said, with a big cheeky smile. "He's jealous that we've been spending a lot of time together!" She added. I pouted, "S-so maybe I am jealous!"
"Maybe?" Komaeda said with a questioning tone, "More like you are jealous." I crossed my arms, and turned my head away from the two adorable airheads. "Awww poor Hinata, he's so jealous he can't even stand us." Komaeda teased. Chiaki was too busy laughing to reply. "I'm not jealous!" I shouted, startling the other two.
"You too just aren't spending enough time with me! A-and you guys were laughing and blushing a few moments ago! Why! What was so funny that made you guy laugh? What did you guys say that made each other blush! Y-you guys never blush around me!" I shouted, at the top of my lungs. My throat had a lump in it, I could feel the tears about to pour out from my eyes.
They laughed even harder.
I must really mean nothing to them if all they do is laugh at my feelings. Maybe those two did fall in love. Maybe those two really did forget me.
"You're so naïve, Hinata." Chiaki said. "We were only talking about how much..." Chiaki paused. I looked at her. She looked at Komaeda. I watched as the both shook their heads in union. They both looked me before saying, "How much we love you!"
