Now//Cameron Dallas

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I quickly pulled back.

I hated him, I couldn't  just go around kissing him, as good as it felt, it was wrong.

"Why did you stop?" Cam asked shyly.

"Honestly I didn't want to, but you've put me through hell, you pretended to like me, and then got me here. I was actually starting to be happy Cameron, but now , you messed up, big time,and I can't go around kissing you.."

Cameron took in a deep breath and got closer to me.

" Emma, your mine now, that's what everybody thinks."

He put his hands on my hips, and slowly moved them down.

"Stop.. Cameron.."

" Shutup Emma, I've been nothing but nice to you since Magcon started, I don't know why you hate me..."

"You wanna know why I hate you? When I first met you at the first magcon, show, you and I made out, and when you were questioned about it, you told the fans I'm a ' ugly slut',  I forgave you about that though, then two weeks later you told all of the guys, I suck at kissing, you've used me and manipulated me so many times, yet I still forgave you, then at magcon DC, in front of 10,00 people, you said ' who cares about Emma, she's not that attractive' when you were asked by a fan if you loved me, that was my breaking point, I put up with all of your crap, for three years, I was so nice, but now, now I hate you..."

" Emma, I put up with you too...."

" Shut up, I fucking hate you..."

The next few minutes were silent.

"Emma, your not and ugly slut, I'm nervous around pretty girls and I never know what to say, and in DC? I did care about you, but if the fans new we ever had something they would've been so mad.."

I didn't reply I was to upset. I just really wanted to be happy.

Cameron got as close to me as he could without kissing me.

" For the record, you don't suck at kissing."

I smiled to my self. I hated him, but I love him.

I pulled him into a hug, and he hugged me back, I felt so safe, and comforted.

With the closet being pitch black I couldn't see anything, and neither could Cameron. I'll do it. We needed to be close anyways.

I grabbed Cameron's neck and pulled his face towards mine, I could tell him was confused when he stopped quickly, but continued becuase he knew we needed to get close,

His soft lips met mine, one thing led to another, before I knew what I was doing it was over.

We just had sex.

I tried not to think about it, but it was pretty good. Considering our time, and place.

But what really had me was, I'm not on birth control, and he didn't use a condom...

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Heyy❤️

Sorry for not updating, I've been busy with school and stuff.

Love you all. 

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