This was rondome. i only wrote this cause i was in a 'mood' and this is what i came up with hope you like and if you dont well, im not looking for constructive critisism
-.- poetry is not my forte so no buggin! alrighty enjoy!
your life changes daily,
you have no choice in which way it will turn,
good or bad?
its impossible to tell until your on that road,
until you know your losing and you cant turn back,
when you know that you can't handle this on your own,
but you have no help...
when you finally give up on being happy,
and just focus on keeping the ones you love content,
by lying about your happiness,
by forcing a smile on your face,
by living every day not for you but to keep them going...
to make them think that everything is okay...
you force all your tears away until your alone,
and then you let them fall,
all night long, every night,
your all alone as you cry yourself to sleep,
not wanting to be here anymore but you stay anyway...
you wanted to run as far away as you can but you stay,
for those who need you,
for those who want you,
but there is only so much one person can suffer...
soon they shut down,
they struggle holding in their tears,
they can no longer hide the sadness within their eyes,
they stop with words because they have become pointless...
they stop hoping because they have nothing left to hope for...
they stop smiling because it just makes them hurt...