I Will Wait (Grimmjow x Ichigo, Bleach yaoi)

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I Will Wait

Part 1: Why? (Grimmjow x Ichigo)


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*Ichigo's POV*

I remember like it was yesterday. The birds were flitting in the background against the white sun, their silhouettes piercing the blinding light. Small blossoms floated in the spring breeze, making the air smell sweet and fresh. Drops of dew laid on the blades of grass between my bare feet as I stood on the green ground. It was a perfect day, not a thing out if place.
I had invited my best friend out to relax with me. I still remember his low, arousing voice. His startling blue hair, the way he grinned. His bright white teeth shining in the sun when we laughed together. Eyes, the color of the tropical ocean entranced me with their soft gaze. His shirt, exposing his built pectoral and collarbone made me ache for him. Teared jeans revealed long legs, tough knotted muscles lying beneath the thick skin. Even though he was seventeen, he was very well built, like me. OK, maybe I wasn't so muscled, but it was pretty close.
Strands of his electric blue hair were strewn across his face as he watched a blossom flutter unto his nose. He chuckled at the pink petal and blew softly, making the flower rise and join the rest, flying slowly off into the distance. When he laughed, bright sharp canines shone and his long tongue rose and fell, tempting me with its flesh. His bright irises darted over to look at me, his head tilting towards mine. I still remember his look, so kind and curious.
I hated to admit it, but I loved him. He had been my best friend for years upon years, and I had fallen for the tall boy. We both attended a high school near Tokyo and had grown up together in the outskirts of the city. I don't remember when exactly I fell for him, but I was sure I loved him when we went to DisneySea a few months ago.
For some reason, that memory feels so old. I recall the bright fireworks and soundtrack as the large animatronic dragon fought the small mouse. It was not the show that made me remember, but the way I reacted towards my friends actions. I remember seeing his face, it was full of awe and glee as the hot flames rose from the stage. I remember falling for that face, for that boy. I wanted so badly to kiss him, in the heat of the moment so to say. Instead, I resisted cowardly and rested my head against his shoulder softly, pretending to be sleepy or bored.
Instinctively, I suppose, Grimmjow had rested his arm around my back, a simple act of friendship. I felt so horrible for feeling this way about him, unconsciously forcing him into a corner he could not scratch out of. I was so stupid. I had been too weak. I waited too long. He escaped my grasp.
I watched his eyes follow a second blossom that landed on my shirt, resting after being carried by the wind. I tossed it off with my fingers and turned to Grimmjow, my usual scowl replaced with a small grin and upturned lips. I leaned on my hands and laid on my side, hips digging into the soft earth.
Grimmjow took notice of my position and sat up, towering over me. He laid back against the school building, making me feel less small. He sighed and closed his eyes peacefully, reopening them to question me.
"So, what did ya being me back here for?" Grimmjow asked, his tongue flicking in its unusual fashion, but I was accustomed to it.
"Can't I just wanna hang with my beat friend?" I questioned, enjoying our time together while it lasted.
I was so ignorant. How could I expect him to take he news well? I was telling the guy that I was leaving in a day. I regretted my decision forever. I can remember my eagerness that day, the image of "love" zipping through my mind. Love only makes you weak, deaf, dumb, and stupid.
Grimmjow looked at me quizzically and somewhat taken aback.
"Nothing, you just said you had something important to say, that's it. You better not have fucked with me?" He said the last part jokingly, while giving me a chuckle I would die for.
"Well, yeah I do...."
I clutched at my neck and rubbed the orange hair that hung from it. My feet clutched at the cool grass, pulling and tearing some of the blades. I sighed deeply and sat up, preparing to tell him the news.
The words came out of the mouth deliberately, wanting Grimmjow to understand everything. I ditched my normal scowl and sarcasm, leaving me with a side unknown to most.
"Grimmjow, I love you..."
He had no time to respond.
"I love you and I am leaving for the United Kingdom a day from now. I won't go to school tomorrow, but I will leave late tomorrow. I love you and I want to know if you love me too..."
I threw so much at Grimmjow, I would have probably reacted the same way. My heart shattered into millions of pieces at the words Grimmjow spoke next. I don't blame him, but they stung so much, like the stinging of nettles against soft flesh.
"Hahaha....that's funny Ichigo! That's a good one! Where'd ya find it? Love? Me?! Ha!! I'm a cold bastard, you couldn't love me. Oh....thanks Ichigo, but I know you would never leave Japan..." Grimmjow cackled and joked like I was kidding.
Tears welled up in my brown eyes and began to trail down my face, making my vision funny. A sob escaped my throat as I discovered his true feelings. I turned to look at the ground, my tears watering the grass below. I leaned against the building and began to stand up.
Grimmjow looked at me, instantly regretting all of his words.
"No! Ichigo! No! No! NO! I was kidding!! Kidding!! I respect your feelings!! Don't leave!!!!"
He began to call after me as I ran, my bare feet being cut up on the rocks in the path. Blood trailed behind me, if I were being hunted I'd be found quickly. A hand grasped mine and held me tight.
"Ichigo! No! No! I.....I......I love you too!! Don't leave!!" He begged me but I could not see it through my fury and wallowing sadness.
"Let Go!!" I sobbed and pulled free of the grasp.
His hand let go of my wrist as I wrenched my trembling arm from the strong hold, sobbing still. I ran, kicking up rocks and blood into Grimmjow's face.
"So Stupid!!" I growled at myself.
I ran and ran and ran, I never turned around to see Grimmjow at the gates, yelling, for me and that he returned the feelings. I ran and ran until my feet were raw and I could no longer stand. I collapsed in an alley somewhere and cried. I fell asleep in the alley but awoke in my bed, feet bandaged up. I wasn't sure, but I believe that Grimmjow brought me to my father. I swore I saw his blue hair in my slumber but it could have been a desperate dream.
I slid off the bed and curled up in a corner of the bare room. All my belongings were already being shipped to my new home in the UK. I cried to myself and thought of Grimmjow. I yearned to see him but at the same time hated him. I did not move until a soft knock on my door startled me.
"Ichigo?" Goat face quietly asked me through the door.
"What?!" I spat out harshly through my irritated throat.
"Would you like to eat with us, or something? Talk?" He had a different kind if tone than usual, it was more understanding and less over motherly like usual.
Still I shoved him away and yelled at him to leave. He respectfully left and sighed loudly.
"Grimmjow...." I whispered the name softly and clutched at his invisible shirt.
I only made myself sick and drowned in sadness until the ride to the airport. Since then, any partners I had were only out of pity and never lasted long. The only man I loved was Grimmjow, even five years later.
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