Bad for Me/ M.E.

4

❎Matthew's P.O.V.❎

I usually don't do things like this, like what I'm doing with Addi.

But there's something about her, she's like a puzzle I can't put together. Or a math problem, that can not be solved.

So much is going on with her and I know how hurt she must be, and I don't want my babygirl to be hurt.

I wanna be able to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love and adore her. How much I need her.

This girl, I just met.

I look over at her beautiful, fragile body. She has such a natural glow.

Before I can stop myself one of my hands leaves the steering wheel and moves onto the gear shift.

I then move it to her upper and outer thigh, rubbing little circles.

I feel goosebumps rise on her skin, and smirk knowing she wants me too.

But I would never take advantage of her mental state.

She looks over at me and her cheeks are flushed, but she doesn't seem to want me to stop.

My hand moves inwards more and now I am lightly rubbing her heat,

as she lets out a small moan and I look over at her

her eyebrows are furrowed,

eyes closed,

mouth slightly open,

I stop myself.

She lets out a whimper and opens her eyes.

I'm sorry, but I can't do anything while she is grieving and in so much pain.

I may not know her that well, but I do respect her.

I resect her more than I have ever respected a woman,

even my mother.

With both hands on the steering wheel I continue to drive until I see my home.

I pull into the garage and turn off the car.

I close the garage door, then look over at her.

She staring back at me wide eyed.

"You okay?", I chuckle.

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❌Addison POV❌

Okay, who is this guy?

He's only 19 and he lives in a fucking mansion, without his parents?

How do you even get that kind of money?

"You okay?" he asks, laughing a little.

Am I okay?

No, I'm fucking horrible

I feel like shit

Look like shit

Sound like shit

I must be shit

"You look surprised", he says.

I realize he was referring to my facial expression not my actual feelings.

"Oh, yeah I'm fine, but how the fuck did you get this house?" I ask, laughing at my own question.

"Ohh, I see. Well I do this thing called Vine, you heard of it?"

"Yeah, I mean I was never into it tho. Some of my internet friends are, they like these guys called MAGCON, I think?"

"Yeah! That's me! Well I mean me and a few of my really close friends."

"Oh, shit. I'm so dumb, I didn't recognize you! Matthew Espinosa, my best friend John thinks you're so hot", I giggle.

"Maybe I can meet this John one day."

"Of course you can, wait you're friends with JC right?"