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[Any you are free to think if what happened is real or not. Dare I say, I will not tell you of truth or imagination of this story, and you're free to interpret it. I won't put a title, too, since it's your interpretation. The title gives off what I'm implying too. Anyways,

this song is dedicated to... you... Happy Death Anniversary, Leona.]

I wake up drunk on the sidewalk thinking of her...

Face down, shivering in the cold. Many thoughts occur...

By far was much, too heavy with headache.

Many problems known, too much to take...

Seeking answers from the world of pain--

The world who gave up when I went insane.

Thinking of my once lost lover, I cower.

The coffin with her smile so fragile like flower...

I cry in the empty lane, street lights were blinking.

A swig from my booze got me confused, my mind was dimming...

Dancing stars in the night made me wanna ask,

"Is there a moment for me to bask in glory? What was the catch?"

Slight pain and an ache in my heart's got me loose.

Mind went blank, can't count neither one's or two's...

I realized that I'm not dreaming.

My tired emotions kept me from screaming...

Shaking feeling, making me open my eyes again...

A smile reminded me a time-- I can't remember when.

Thoughts, waist deep in the ocean of sorrow, like no tomorrow...

Tears kept coming one after another, they follow.

I felt soft hands rub against my back,

I bawl like a child-- back and forth I rack.

Some beautiful stranger had given me hope,

Some stranger kept me away from death's rope...

Three days later made me open my eyes.

Came back to school, days were gloom like the skies.

Only to see that the stranger was there,

I didn't knew she was here, I stare...

One moment I felt like I was going to die in shame...

A tap from my shoulder, turning around friends had came.

Slight blush crept upon my own facade.

My happy smile, she knew it was fraud...

"Excuse me, bros, I need to do something."

Kept my mind away from baffling...

"Sure, man, just make it quick.

Waiting for you makes this guy quite sick..."

They made me laugh from the tight moments.

Went and approached the girl with no more comments...

Her table with friends were all confused as they look.

I called to her, they all swooned, their indirect insults, I took.

Her smile she gave with no worries, no hate,

Gave me guilt, gave me a frown in a high- speed rate.