Belonging to the Alpha

Nobody But Your Self

Alpha Paul's pov
I waited until she finished speaking when the song began to play,  It was a perfect song so when Aurora's dad took her hand to dance I waited a while then stepped in "may I?"  I said in a firm Alpha tone "yes of course" Michael said as Aurora shot him daggers and he smiled a small faint nod,  no one can turn down an Alpha.  "Aurora please let me talk please?" it's rare for an alpha to beg but for my mate I'd do it over and over again
"I have nothing to say to you" she snarled "I'm your Alpha and mate please just 10 minutes please" I asked again
"it doesn't make a difference what you have to say you were to cruel to accept me but to selfish to let me go and besides I leave again on Friday" she smiled the last part "that's two days away Aurora please 5 minutes please"  I asked again
"I'm sorry Alpha but what's done is done" I hardly noticed a new song was playing and the sparks where killing me.  "out side now,  Aurora"  I commanded and she laughed "I'm your mate commanding me to do things dose not work,"  and with that I saw her walk to the exit with a Darren following hot on her Heals,
I waited a second then left after her when I saw her sitting on the bonnet of a flashy Rover with Darren In between her legs and her head in his chest it looked wrong from here,  I knew I should of stored her with that blade kid,  ages ago.  All I could imagine her calling out his name and him taking her on top of that car, 
"Darren inside now Nd not a work to anyone about this understand" I used my Alpha tone but when Darren  moved to run inside I got a glimpse of Aurora her make up down her soft cheeks her eyes watering it broke my heart,  "Aurora ple"  "I don't care Paul you have no idea of what your doing to me like every little girl I dreamed of my mate come running to whisk  me away and love me no matter what someone I give my all to but now,  now all I see is a man who whores around and gets what he wants with a click of his fingers  and you let me down,  I realise now I could have my shot of my second chance mate where I'll love him stand by him give him me whole and scream his name and raise his pups and grow" I kissed her it took a second for her to respond but her lips soft and plump and begging for me,  I pushed her up against the expensive car and deepening the kiss until she punched me in the shoulder and down I went fu*k this girls strong,  "I'm sorry Alpha but iv got a boyfriend at home waiting on me"  and I seen her walk away to the expensive car and reverse out hearing her engine roar I cried,  I stood up and calmed myself down and decide to call my beta "Garry I need you to give the storm's the pent house,  for the night with dinner on me okay?" 
"yeah sure anything else? "
" yeah one thing send 2 thousands roses to the Storm's addressed to Aurora please" "yep I will do"  I hung up and drove to Aurora's house,  knowing her brothers on night shift and her mother and father is at the penthouse.  I waited for the roses, 
"dude you really want to get her back be romantic" Garry said as he pulled off,  here goes nothing  I opened the door since we're a pack no one really locks their doors.  "Alpha Paul, what in the goddess are you doing" ms. Doyle asked "I'm surprising my mate"  she laughed "child please youll scare the life out of her knock okay it'll be better"  she smiled and I nodded and knocked on the door,  with 2 thousand roses in my hands "helll-what the hell  are these from Barry?" I let them fall "ugh Alpha"  "Aurora listing to me okay"  I pulled her over my shoulder and walked up her stairs "which room is yours?"  "excuse me" "I'll figure it out" I opened the first and it's empty the second was obviously her parents the third door I opened and knew it was hers I notice all the walls had drawings "you drew these?" she just sighed I put her down "dawn please I need to talk to you about everything,  please one shot"  she looked like she was thinking "you got 20 minutes" 
"Aurora I'm a fool I'm a idiot and sometimes overbearing but Please understand that I was told I had no mate I was not deserving or worthy of one then I found a doctor who was the best of our time I wanted him,  and the day he drove into town I could get this smell of vanilla and strawberries,  I knew it was my mate I searched for days after for you but not a trace not even a sent I went mad then I seen you in the forest and I felt guilty because your so small and looked so venerable and you didn't even realise you found your mate" I sighed "but I wasn't was I,  I wasn't yours I held on hoping that you would come running after me and of course I knew my wolf howled at the sight of you and Sarah practically on top of each other and even though I could hear my wolf telling me to try understand you I left and that's what I'm doing again,  Paul I can't do this you me you couldn't even keep it in your pants long enough for your own mate God dammit,  I was never so broken ever and it was your fault I cried at night and woke up motivated not to be the  worthless little good for nothing mate, now please give me time" her voice cracked as tears fell down her face,  I grabbed her hand and sparks erupted that moment I was lost I grabbed her waist and pulled her in to a hug,  I could hear her breathing getting even and soon I kissed her head and then she hugged me back and I carried her bridle style to her room and lay her down.  I probably shouldn't put I climbed in beside her still dressed and her asleep after a while she started to toss and turn, "Paul please"  I wonder what she's dreaming of, "gran he rejected me and I already love him" she murmured my hart broke she started moving and soon her back on my chest and her butt on my pelvis area as she wiggled to get comfortable I grew hard and I needed relief,  I slid my phone out and texted amber.
Paul: hey Wanna come meet for a quickie?
Amber:sure where x
Me: 36 fern Dale,  meet me out the back and don't be seen.
I lay there with Aurora grinding on me while mumbling my name
Amber : outside x
I climbed out of the bed and made my way out side, "amber looking lovely" she smiled
"thank you Alpha now seems you got a problem that needs fixing" her voice slutty and horrible compared to Aurora but I need relief she started undoing my belt and slid my jeans and boxers down and wrapped her hand around my length and with out notice her lips around me "oh fuck yeah like that baby" I panted
"well you move on quick" I turned to see Aurora with tears flowing, 
"it's not what it looks like"
"I Aurora Storm reject you Alpha Paul Black of midnight pack as my mate" her face scrunched "you had a mate God dammit Alpha" amber yelled and ran but stopped at Aurora "I'm soo sorry I really didn't know"  and took off but Aurora stood there "accept it" she huffed "no I refuse" I used my full alpha tone to show I wasn't going to do that she turned and was gone.  I fucked up big time.