death is something that is very known for me. i've dealt with a lot of death in my family over the years. death is something i myself have only wished to experience. death is romanticized on tv and the internet, i myself think death is a beautiful thing. serial killers are a whole different story. natural death, someone going so peacefully maybe even without a care in the world, something about that is beautiful to me. I wanna be a coroner. the dictionary definition is " an official who investigates violent, sudden, or suspicious deaths." i wanna understand what happened to someone. maybe not there whole life story but their ending. will they rest "easy" or will it be a long and gruesome trial. i've dealt with murder and nautral death and neither are easy. but if you deal with death you hope and pray that it isn't murder because even if you werent close it hits you like a truck, it breaks you down, now im not saying nautral death is easier. it all depends on where that person stands in your life, was it your husband or a 2nd or 3rd cousin. death is a scary thing but life itself is scary. life throws you curve balls and death just so happens to be one of them.
