Chapter 1
Ever since I was little I have always wanted to see my name in lights and to hear people screaming my name. I wanted people to know me and love me. But as I got older the more reality set in and I realized that my dream would never come true. I was not good enough, smart enough, or pretty enough. Then I meet you and my world was transformed, you gave me hope and showed me that I meant something. I can't explain in word what you mean to me only a special kind of feeling you gave me. You treated me like how I always wanted and showed me I could be loved. And now that you are gone my world is turning up side down. I don't know what you do, you were my missing puzzle piece and I am not complete who out you. I started again, sorry I really am It is just you we're reason not to but your gone with out you I have nothing I am nothing. Why do I do this to myself. The thought of you is just to much. I began to get weak. Tears filled my eyes to the point where I could not see clear. My heart felt as if it was actual broken. I can't take this pain any more. My lungs feel like they are under 100 lb weights. I cry out but no sound is heard. I scream with everything in me. Why. I am broken.
