I keep telling myself that I'm not paranoid.that I'm smart,and that I'm pretty.
But everyday I look in the mirror and I don't see myself.i see a human being who doesn't deserve to be here.I can't even look in the mirror anymore.Sometimes I do things that I don't mean,and I look back at the mirror.The one thing that won't lie and play games with me.I am ugly,I know that by now..when you grow up you realize what the world is like.I am confident that I am ugly and a disturbing human being.but the fact is I don't care.Because nothing will change.
And I'd like to keep it that way.
The government fills our minds with false advertising about having to be skinny and pretty while the rest of us unlucky don't have the choice.Well the government is wrong.because who gives a crap about what you look?
They tell stories about how the boy falls in love with this beautiful maiden.But love is painted blind and it is a child.love is lust covered like a strawberry with chocolate.
My dead souls I am trying to speak to you and say you are better to choose the path you want,not what a fucking stupid person wants.Because what matters is you..no one else.
SO YOU CAN FUCK OFF GOVERNMENT!!!!!!!!!
