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February 20th, Monday.
When everyone from your mother to the real people who hate you, you hate back. You hate everything that hates you and hate breeds anger. So much hate caused for all this anger inside of me and you start to feel like it's too much to bear. For some people it is and for some it ain't. I'm right there in the middle, at times I feel like I can control it then at times, I just lash out. That's what happened yesterday.
Kareem laid down, with his back turned to me as he slept. Kayden was laying on my lap with her leg bent, chewing on her foot and her eyes glued to the TV that was playing Bleach. She loved this show and another other type of anime, it was Kareem's and Junior's favorite. Kareem and I started watching it the other day but we only got to the second season until we fell asleep.
The show went on commercial and Kayden started yelling at the TV, she hates commercials.
"Fucking loud ass," Kareem mumbled, turning over. Kayden held her foot in her hands and mugged him before going off with her baby talk. "Oh really, little girl?" He asked her, she smiled then kept talking shit as she crawled towards him and laid upside down on his chest. "Good morning, beautiful." He told her and she screamed.
"Morning, babe." He said to me. "G'mawnin," I responded before looking at Kayden. When we got home and washed the kids up then put them to bed, we had an argument over what happened in the shower and when we got out. We argued the rest of the day until nighttime and he didn't want us to go to sleep angry so we talked it out before having make-up sex.
He leaned over and kissed my lips before switching his attention to Kayden. She had her feet in his face and he kissed it causing her to laugh.
"Mommy the one who likes feet, mess with her." He said, pushing her feet towards me. "Ion like feet." I declined. "You always messing with mines," he argued. "Shut up." I rolled my eyes and he chuckled.
"Mommy is a weirdo," he said to Kayden and she clapped her hands. He chuckled and she started to turn over on his chest with her booty in the air. She scooted back before sitting on his face and he sighed. "Daddy's face isn't a chair," he muffled out as she started hitting his chest and yelling out.
"It's almost 11 o'clock so let's get up. You doing her hair this morning," I said, running in the bathroom before he could deny.
Kayden had my hair, thick and full, always dry and nappy. She hated getting her hair comb and whenever Kareem did her hair she would always cry and pout, making him give in and have her walking around with her hair undid.
After getting fresh, I went in the bedroom with a towel around my body. Kayden and Kareem was laying down, she was pulling his beard with one hand while her other hand was in his nose. One half of her head was combed out and the other half was matted. She pulled his head down and started talking in his ear.
"Yeah, baby. You're drooling in my ear," he said before groaning. "Uh, y'all supposed to be ready." I said and they both looked at me. "You see what happened was... She had poked her lip out and looked at me with those ole big eyes and I couldn't hurt her," he said before kissing her forehead.
Kareem was an all-around asshole, I saw him in action, but I didn't mind. It's odd for me to see him act out because when he's with me or the kids, he's always sweet and kind. He got a big heart and he's a big softie, he hides it when we in public sometimes. But he wouldn't mind showing those females and males who look at one of us too long that we're both taken.
