Bye Bye...

chapter 2

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Then i realise the date

21 March. I sigh

Today is the day Harry left me four years ago. How could i forget today

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I feel so full. I just had a plate of lasagne..Ok maybe two plates..Hey i like lasagne. Well actually i like everything..Noo I love everything. As long as its edible i'll eat it. I groan as i stand up to put my plate in the sink. I can't even move because of how much I ate...Maybe i should go on a diet..maybe. I can't exactly go on a diet..I eat when im bored or hungry..which is most of the time. Wow i sound so fat.

I walk into my room and land on my bed face first. I feel like im about to explode. Then i remember again. Harry left.

I look at my cupboard for a minute before i get up and walk towards it. I pick up all the albums i have and made myself comfortable on my bed.

"Where do I start?" i mumble looking at all the albums in my hand.

As i look at each picture i relive each memory in my head. Oh how i wish i could go back. I notice a picure of Harry with his arm around me and he's kissing my cheek.

A tear rolled down my cheek.

I didn't realise how much i missed him until this very moment. The tears keep falling as i look through more pictures. I always do this. I always cry. I hate it. I doubt Harry even thinks about me anymore. He's probably in chesire, having fun with a new best friend. He probably replaced me.

C'mon Amelia, i think

Stop  crying. you can't do this to yourself everytime you look at a picture.

It feels like it was just yesterday we were playing and having fun.

UGH!

I have to let this go. I can't hold on to the past forever. I got two new friends i have to let go.

I put the album on my nightstand and lie down, looking at the ceiling.

A loud ringtone filled the silence scaring me. I grab my phone clicking accept without looking at the caller.

"Hello?" I ask

"HIIII!! Its me Hannah!" Says Hannah loudly making me wince.

"Hannah..im tired quiet down" i reply sitting up. I start sniffling due to my previous crying

"You okay?" She asks her voice filling with concern.

"Yeah..yeah im fine"

"You sure?"

"Yes Hannah im sure..um why did you call?" i ask

"Oh yeahh..you wanna come shopping with me tomorrow? I have to buy a birthday present for my cousin"

"Uhh yeah i'll come with you. I could do with  abit of shopping myself." i say

"great thanks! love you Bye" She says before hanging up.

"Bye" i say after she hung up.

I sigh

Today has been a looooonng day.

I think i'll have an early night I think as i get up to go to the bathroom.

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I slowly open my eyes adjusting to the night light.

Yes, i have a night light. Yes im afraid of the dark. Do you have a problem? No? Good.

I squint up at the clock.

5:00.

UGHH. Why do i have to wake up so early. Oh yeah i went to sleep too early yesterday. I don't feel sleepy at all now.

I pick up my phone and squint at the sudden light from my phone. Nothing to do here i wouldn't have anyone to talk to at this time of the morning. I think as i sit up. I might as well go and eat to pass the time. I creep down stairs and pause whenever theres a slight creak.

I hate how EVERTHING sounds so much louder during sleeping hours. I walk into the kitchen. What shall i eat. I think looking around. I slowly walk towards the fridge like someone is going to jump out at me. Oh gosh im getting scared now. It is dark  too. I turn the light on looking around before opening the fridge. I see a chocolate cake.

Hey mum never told me theres cake. It's also half eaten . They ate without me! How could they. I went to sleep at the wrong time.

I take the cake out and cutting a slice and started eating it.

Another piece wouldn't hurt...

Half way through my second slice i hear something making me freeze. I put my fork down and walk towards the noise. I walk to the stairs to see my Dad go to the bathroom . Thank God he didn't see me. I run quietly to my cake and quickly try to finish it.

I remove all evidence after eating and go upstairs. I hear the bathroom door unlock. Bad timing. I go half way down the stairs and crouch  down.

Dad does take his time going to his room. Dad hurry up! i think

I feel like a spy.

As soon as he's gone. I sprint upstairs and into my room. Phew! i made it. I jump into bed. I can't go back to sleep now. Its 5:47 I have about an hour before i have to get up anyway.

Five minutes later i realise im falling asleep.

...Mum will wake me up before school. I think before falling asleep.

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Ughh i saw a picture of a MASSIVE spider and now i feel all weird an itchy. AAGHH Help me.. Before i get eaten by a certain eight-legged insect.

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