She loved him but he didn't love her. He only loved her for the sex but for her it was his inner beauty. She latched on which was her biggest mistake.... Because he chose someone else. Actually she was never a choice simply because he loved another and she loved him. Love is not like the fairytales. He won't pick you he won't ever love you like you love him. But a small piece of you still latches on to him. She still hoped that one day he would love her. She kept hurting herself clinging on to this hope. One sided expectations can mentally destroy a person. Now she's destroyed and the only thing that keeps her going is cigarettes and alcohol.
