-what if-
I want to die
I really do
But I can't
Because I'm afraid
What if I fail the first time and then be called suicidal?
What if I fail the second time and then be called Psycho?
What if I fail the third time and then lose everything I ever had?
What if I succeed?
I will lose the pain
The love will vanish
The devastation will appear
The guilt will flood on both sides
What if I look back?
What if I find the love and care?
What if it was buried deep in the judgmental façade I made for everyone?
What if I find the pain was created by my mind?
What if I regret taking that decision?
Just because I felt like feeling
The satisfaction of getting a taste of peace,
Known as heaven
By: Kally
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