Perrie was at home . She laid on the couch with a big pillow and watched tangled .
She cried everything she did for the last 3 weeks was crying .
After the crash everything changed .
Perrie believed that it was her fault .
She was the reason for this accident .
She knews that jade was awake by now but she couldn't bring herself to talk to her or even see her .
She just couldn't .
3 weeks after the accident
,, Do you think that she can hear us ? ''
Leigh ann hugged jesy ,, i don't know the doctor said that she should wake up soon ''
,, How we should tell her ? ''
,, I don't know but i think we should give her time to relax ''
,, OK and will you tell her or should i ''
,, What happened ......'' Jade opened her eyes .
,, Jaaadee '' Jesy sat on jade bed and hold her hand .
Leigh walked on the over side ,, Jaaadeey how are you ? ''
Jade sat up slowly ,, what do you want to tell me ? ''
,, Jade i think we shouldn't ....''
,, Leigh ann tell me what happened ? ''
Jesy and leigh ann looked at each other with sad eyes .
,, Jade there are two things actually '' Leigh ann took also jade's hand .
,, ok ''
,, Promise that you wont do anything stupid ''
,, Tell me ''
,, After the crash everything was crazy . The ambulance came and took you .
They said that you had internal bleeding and they had to operate .
After that you fell into a comer it was horrible . ''
,, that's happened with sahra ''
,, She is still in an coma , nobody knows if she will wake up ''
Jade tears filled with tears ,, Perrie ? ''
Jesy and leigh ann looked again at each other with sad eyes .
,, Where is perrie ? ''
,, Jade she left ''
,, What ... '' Jade couldn't believe that perrie would just leave her after that .
,, She thought that this whole accident was her fault and that she wouldn't be good for you
anymore ''
,, WHAT THIS IS STUPID I HAVE TO FIND HER '' Jade was very upset and tried to stand up .
Leigh ann hold her back ,, Jade your not strong enough stop ''
Jade starts to cry more and more ,, no i have to find her ''
,, Jade there is another thing '' Jade didn't listened .
,, I have to tell her that i love her and that this accident isn't her fault ''
,, Jade benji is dead'' Jade stopped she just starred at leigh ann .
,, what ''
Jesy took jade's hand again ,, Benji jumped in front of the car .. i tried to hold him back but it was too
late. The car hit him . ''
Jade didn't move she just starred at her hands .
,, Jade '' Jesy tried to touch jade but she flinched away .
,, I lost perrie , i lost benji ...i lost the dog of my dead brother in an car accident .. in an fucking
car accident and i lost perrie the former best friend of my brother , my girlfriend and teacher at the same time . This cant be happening this is just a bad dream ... i cant do this ...i ''
Jade starts to shake . And her eyes rolled back .
,, Jade .. Jadeey '' Doctor came into the room . They screamed and shouted and pushed
Jesy and leigh out of the room .
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,, how is she " perrie came into the hospital .
,, she had a shock , something with her heart happens ...its not pounding regular so they had to operate "
leigh ann looked at perrie but perrie looked at the ground . "
,, where is jesy "
" she pick up chris ..she should be back soon.....you know it wasn't your fault "
perrie sat on a chair ,, it was "
leigh ann sat besides perrie " ok maybe it was a little bit ...but you can't leave her now "
perrie sighned ,, leigh ann ..i ... "
" just think about it "leigh smiled warmly .
" jade thirwall ? "
Both girls stood up ,, we are here for her "
" everything went good but she has to be carefully if she has too much stress she could get a heart attack ..now she is asleep but you can see her if you want " the doctor walked away .
" hey perrie smile this are good news "
but perrie didn't smile " no they aren't good news ...i have to stay away just for a while so she can rest ...if we would be together now it would be really stressful for her an i don't want that "
" do you want to see her at least "
leigh an wasn't mad she knew that perrie only want the best for jade .
perrie nodded and walked to jade's room .
As she walked in jade was asleep .
She sat besides jade and took her hand .
" Everythink will be okay i promise you ." She kissed her forehead carefully " i love you "
She walked out and smiled . She saw jesy who walked into she hospital with chrisv. He could walk now . he was still a little bit unsure but it was still sweet to see him with a big smile and walking into leigh anns arms .
Perrie took her jacked and was about to leave the hospital but then she heard a talk .
,, please can help us we are searching a girl "
" of couse if you tell me the name "
" jade thirwall"
perrie didnt move she looked behind her and saw a man and a woman both about 45 years old .
" who are you "
" we are her parents "
perrie was shocked.
" oh of course she is in room B203'"
" thank " they make their way to the room but perrie was faster .
" you are here ? "
they turned around and looked at perrie very confused " uhm ..yea but who are you i think i know you from somewhere "
" that doesnt mather why are you here "
" our daughter is in hospital .. and "
perrie was really angry how could these people leave her for such a long time and now they are just coming back like nothing happened
" listen ..you left her ..you left a young girl on her own after her brother died ..i know it was a hard time for you too but your daughter was alone and got bullied "
" we had no idea .. "
" no.. you didnt cared ...i was there for her , leigh ann and jesy were here for her ...where were you "
perrie turned around and was about to walk away .
" by the way my name is perrie "
it seems to klick in the head of jade's mum because she knew now who perrie was . ,, perrie ...you was "
" i was carls best friend and .... "
both looked confused at perrie
" and i am jade's girlfriend and i swear if you hurt her you will loose her forever " with these words perrie walked away .
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hope you like it =)
i know its not that much but school is very hard -.-
i will try to update soon
plleeeaase comment :)
And i am sorry about benji :(
