The Changed Obsession

Everybody watched me, everybody but him! I always knew there was something strange but this I never saw coming. I had everything a girl would ever want, everything expect him! The way he moved, like a swan gliding gracefully over sewage smothered streets. He mesmerised me, I wanted to have him. We both knew that it could never happen unless I changed. I didn't want to become this horrible beast, but for him I would do absolutely anything. I knew he wouldn't hurt me, it would be so quick so I wouldn't have to stand the terrible burning torture. I knew I had to do this, for him, but for my happiness as well. It was time.