I'm sorry you RELATE

He Was a Fuckboy

I liked him a lot. I'm going to leave out names but if this ever gets out to the world and he reads it ( he probably won't because he reads comics) he will know it's him and he will know who I am, at least I hope. My friends knew him, but I didn't not but I followed him on social media and boy say he cute. We talked for awhile and he always said such sweet things to me, (this after a few weeks of talking about drawings, music and typical boring conversations). He made me smile very often. He was never mine though and I was completely okay with this. He ended up being the type of guy who wanted one thing,and every girl reading this knows exactly what I mean. But that's now what's important, a few weeks after we fell out of this fake I love I realized, he got me. I hated that. He understood why I made the decisions I made. I was ordinary to him. For gods sake I wanted to drop out of high school and travel the world and do everything a human could do. I wanted to go to jail and I wanted to be on top at the same time. So please tell me how I was ordinary. What I want is a guy who I say a quote and he wants to know exactly what I'm thinking and what my favorite author was and when I told him my life plan he felt like I was adventurous. Which I am. I will not lie, I have very boring days. I'm 15 writing a book instead of going to party's. None of my friends understand why I feel the way I feel and my "Best friend" always thinks I over react. Maybe I do.

NOW GIRLS YOUR GONNA RELATE TO THIS NEXT PARAGRAPH. Friends are the worst possible thing you could as a female. They're more unfaithful to you than a boy ever will be. You could have a friend that you could trust with your life and they would still turn around and sleep with your ex. Now, my parents always say, "don't let a boy ruin your friendship " . But I am not the one who let a boy ruin this friendship, she was. Let's call these girls Sarah's. Every. Single. Girl. Has. A. Sarah. In. Their. Life. Worst kind of person. I stopped trusting all friends. I was with a guy for six months and then a Sarah ruined things. We were only in a argument but she felt she could comfort him. She called me a terrible friend in a tbh a few weeks after I forgave her.