Rejected

Letters.

I hug my pillow tightly while I stare out the window at the rain. Hearing the pitter-patter on the house. We were at Daniels house. Me him and Ally. Everyone else was at Camerons parents mourning the loss. I couldnt bear going. Tears roll down my face and the thought of him. It was so much yesterday. I fell asleep in Daniels arms in the hospital, I wake up in a guest room.
My phone starts buzzing yet AGAIN. I look to my side and see Ramon calling. I answer it..
"Hello" I say groggily
"ROSE. Whats going on ? Are you ok?" He ask. I sniff.
"Cameron died.. Yesterday." I say straight up. It goes silent.
"Im going there" He then says.
"NO. You stay there with Reena. Dont you dare come anywhere near here. They hate you. Stay with Reena. Ok? I love you and I got to go bye" I say quickly and hang up. I wipe the tears going down my cheeks.

Then my mind started doing flashbacks with Cameron.

"You look beautiful as always" He says. I look down to keep him from seeing me blush and smile.

"I love you Rosaline. Just remember that." He says looking at me. I smile and blush. "Ilove you too Cameron. ALOT!"

"You know I love you Rosaline. I love you so much you dont know how much" I stay quite. "I saw you with your arm around Alice's waist. You looked at her with love and lust. You dont even know how much that hurt."

Memories flash through my head. From the first time we met, to the milkshakes, to us being inlove, to being heartbroken, to him being one of my best-est friends.
I bite my lip not to let any sobs out. A knock on the door gets my attention. I wipe the tears.
"Yes?"
"Rose open the door." Daniel says. I slowly get up and open the door, and walk back into bed.
"Rose?" Daniel ask. I nod and keep looking out the window. "Cameron knew. Cameron sensed that somehow his last days were coming. He wrote letters... You know just incase he did .. die.... And we found them in his desk.... He wrote only to his parents, Me , you , Ally, and on to the whole pack.. Heres yours"
I quickly look over at him, to see him holding out an envelope. I stare at it blankly then grab it.
"Thanks" I mumble.
He hugs me and walks outs closing the door behind me. I look down at the envelope addressed to me. I see a tear drop down on the paper. I wipe my eyes, not even knowing I had tears.
I slowly open the letter and out falls 2 pictures.

Me and him. I sniff and wipe the tears. I take out the letter and open it.

Dear Rosaline,
If you read this, it is probably because I have .... Passed away. I just have this feeling. As if my time is coming to an end. Its scary. Really scary, but I have to be strong.

Rosaline, your an amazing friend. I love you to death. You were my first love but even after everything , we were still strong. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for your love as an amazing Best Friend. You and Ally.
Take care of Jason and Jake. They were always trouble makers, haha. Tell Reena that uncle Cameron loves her very much. Your an amazing mom. And Ramon is an amazing Dad. Be careful with her. Watch out for the boys , shes a beauty.
Remember all those times at the milkshake shop? Ahah memories. Like that one time you "accidentally" spilled your oreo milkshake at me, when you totally aimed it at me. Remember when you tripped me at the mall infront of those pretty girls, and I fell into the water fountain? And you and Ally just walked away like nothing. Oh I was so mad, but now its hilarious.
I love you Rosaline. Be careful okay? Its a pretty cruel world. But you being as strong as I know you are, you can go through anything. You have wonderful family and friends. I love you Rosaline.
Love forever,
Cameron.

I put the letter down, and put a hand over my mouth. A sob escapes. And the my cheeks go moist, then the tears coming down rapidly. I grab my pillow and sob into it. WHY? WHY CAMERON?

10 min later, my sobs quiet down. I look out the window silently. Then I hear running footsteps and Daniel comes into my room breathless.

"Cameron... HES ALIVE."