One Shots {Harry Styles}

I Love You Too

Not today. I swear I won't forgive this one. I swallowed everything he's done during this 1 year that we've been dating. But I can't do this anymore. I don't care who he is. I don't care that he's the one and only Harry Styles from One Direction. If there's no good reason behind this pics again, then there's a good reason for me to break up with him.

Why should I sit and look at the pics of my boyfriend and some supermodel? I won't make an idiot of myself...

I wiped my eyes and throwed my phone on the couch. I looked down at the necklace Harry's given to me months ago.
I really hope we can solve this.. But I don't think we can...

I heard the door open. Probably it's him. I made my way downstairs taking a deep breath. Yes, it's Harry.

"Hey babe" he smiled and kicked his shoes. How could I be so in love, even knowing that I mean nothing to him.

"Hey" I answered simply thinking how should I start the conversation.

"Is anything wrong? You look tired.." he came closer to hug me, but I took a step back not wanting to fall for him once again.

"What was that (Y/n)?" Harry cocked an eyebrow and gave me a confused look.

I didn't say anything.. I just grabbed my phone and opened the pics of him and Kendall looking like the "cutest couple ever". He sat next to me and took a look at my phone. His expression changed immediately.

"I'm tired Harry.. I'm tired of being your spare girlfriend." My voice was calm and quiet trying hard not to break. I felt his arm wrapping around my shoulder, making me to face him.

"Babe you know that's not true.. You know that I love you and I won't do anything to hurt you." He was looking straight to my eyes, but I couldn't do the same. I was breaking inside, but I couldn't do this anymore.

"But you're hurting me right now Harry! You hurt me during this whole year. Why can't you do what you say?? Love and treat me good. I'm tired of those pics and rumors flying around and making a fool out of me!! I'm sick of it! Why can't you just-"

"Why do you think I'm not tired of this??" He spoke suddenly with a loud voice which I didn't expect at all. He stood up and I followed him." You know it's not easy at all!! Doing every single shit your management wants and having a girlfriend who complains about everything!!"

I was so shocked at his words that I couldn't say anything for 5 minutes. I just wanted to fight back and defend myself. I wanted him to know how I feel.

"Guess you're right Harry. You should find a girlfriend who doesn't complain about anything and who doesn't mind to see you with other girls." I answered dryly and I was sure that I've never felt this strong and confident before.

That made Harry even angrier. He's used to see me weak. He's used to solve all the problems with a hug or a kiss. But today's not that day.

"Can't you just fucking stop being dramatic???" His voice was sore and loud. His eyes were filled with lust.

"I'll stop being fucking dramatic when you stop making fucking drama out of everything!!" I spat back and made my way upstairs.

Harry followed me and before I could take a step he pushed me roughly against the wall.

"Where the fuck you think you're going?"

"What the fuck you think you're doing??" I tried to free myself but that made him push harder.

"You're not going anywhere till we talk." He commanded looking straight to my eyes.

"Who do you think you are to make decisions for me?? Let me go!"

"I'M YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND (Y/N)!!"

"WELL, NOT ANYMORE!!!"

I yelled back and regreted it immediately. His eyes softened when mine watered.

"Let me go Harry.." My voice was broken and weak from yelling and keeping the tears away.

"You're kidding right?" His expression told everything he was feeling. He didn't expect that.. and so did I.

"You were tired of me complaining about everything. Now you can do anything you want without getting a single complain. Isn't that what you wanted?"

A tear rolled down my cheek, but I wiped it away quickly when Harry loosened his grip.

"Please (Y/n)... You know I didn't mean that.. You know that I love you. We can solve this. Please just don't do that." More tears escaped my eyes as I heard his voice tremble at the last part of the sentence.

"I'm sorry that we ended this way.. I don't think I'm strong enough to take this Harry." I made my way to the bedroom that me and Harry shared, wiping away my tears.

"(Y/n) wait!!'' He opened the bedroom door and froze when saw me packing.

"(Y/n) babe please don't. Please we can fix this. I promise I'll change. You're my only one babe. I love you. Stay with me please."

I continued packing even though it felt like his word cut every vein in my body. The sound of his voice told that he was about to cry. My eyes never met his but I imagined how they would look right at that moment. I've never seen Harry like this. Usually he's strong, confident and less emotional. But I didn't care. All I wanted to do was to end this whole thing and have a normal life. Even tho I couldn't live a normal life without Harry..

"You're gonna leave after all the things that we've been through??"

"No Harry. I'm gonna leave after all the things that I'VE been through."

I swear that it wasn't myself talking to Harry. It was some devil that wanted to take revenge. It was some demon that wanted to see Harry as hurt as I have been. But as soon as those words escaped my mouth a wave of regret covered my heart. Harry just stood frozen with already watered eyes. I wasn't expecting him to say anything. But he parted his mouth.

"I know I couldn't give you all of me, all of the love that I had and have for you. I couldn't love you right (Y/n). And.. Yeah.. I guess you bave all the rights to leave. J-just stay one last night with me. Please."

Finally a tear escaaped his eyes at the last words. I couldn't control my own tears from falling during his talk. I wiped them away and gave him a quick okay.

One last night..

I washed my face that was a mess from mixed tears and make up. My eyes were still wet and red. Finally I brushed my teeth and stepped to bedroom. Harry was already laying down with closed eyes, but I suppose he wasn't sleeping. When I took my side of the bed, his arms wrapped around me tightly. I rolled to his side even more and burried my face to his neck. How am I going to live without him? Without the familiar smell of his cologne.. Without having him to hold me till I sleep. I didn't realize how few tears fell to Harry's neck from these thoughts.

"I love you (Y/n)"

I said nothing. I just closed my eyes and tried to sleep, ignoring the fact that it seemed impossible..

Harry's P.O.V.

I woke up with a heavy head. I tried to pull (Y/n) closer to me but I failed. Instead of her in my arms, there was a pillow.. She wasn't there..

I sat up and looked at the side where she slept. Her bed was accurately covered and made. There was a piece of paper laying on there. I took it with shaky hands not wanting to guess what was there.

*I love you too*

I lost her. I lost everything. The only thing that's left from her is the piece of the paper that I'll keep, hoping one day she'll forgive me...

Sorry guys this one's sad :( I'm taking requests for the 5th one shot so go ahead and comment your ideas. Love ya❤❤