A story about a boy with depression

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~What I'm going to talk about now is how I save my friends from suicide and depression~

I talk my friends out of suicide but have a hard time talking myself out of suicide. I save my friends Jasmine, Kalyn, Payton, Gabby, Asher, Hailee, Rosie and a few others I can't remember at the moment. I talked to them made them think of the good things in their life and think of how much the impacted of them killing themselves would hurt the people that love and care for them. I try and make them remember the good things in their life, all the people that love and care for them. Sometimes I wish I could help myself with my suicidal self and help myself with depression and suicidal. I just want to help everyone I can that has depression or suicidal thoughts or anything they need help with. Having depression or suicidal thoughts and/or both of those is very hard to deal with especially when you have no one there when you need them. I wish I could always help them out all the time. I hope to always help my friends and other people out when they need someone because I hate when people are depressed and suicidal. I'm glad I saved my friends because if I didn't I wouldn't have people to save me from myself from committing suicide. I'm very glad for saving Gabby because now that she is alive she was my girlfriend and I'm very very very happy to have had her in my life if I didn't I don't think I would be here anymore. I wish I could just get rid of the depression and suicidal thoughts to make the people I love and care for.