STILL INTO YOU

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"I miss you" Conor groaned into the camera

We've been on FaceTime for about an hour already and it's the longest we've had a conversation since he's been away

"Don't bring it up" I groan trying to hold back my tears

"How you feeling anyway" he asked

"Okay,I'm just taking it easy for now,I'm staying in your old room" I chuckle

"Oh right,I thought I reconised it from somewhere" he chuckled

I sighed as I stared through the camera and into his eyes, this moment would be perfect if he wasn't in a different country

"Dinner" I hear josh yell

"Okay baby I have to go" I say sighing

"Okay gorgous girl,I love you and only 3 more months" Conor winked

"I love you to" I smile blowing him a kiss and ended the FaceTime call

"Who were you on the phone to for that long" jack asked as I grabbed my nandos of the kitchen counter

"Conor" I sigh sitting down

"Oh" jack said taking a bite out of his chicken burger and I nodded

"Only 3 more months till he's home" jack said and I just nodded

I'm feeling really emotional,it's been a month since I've seen my fiancé and I miss him so much it hurts,I've been crying about it a lot today actually

After dinner I went into my room and sat on my bed scrolling through twitter

@conormaynard-I can't wait Just to get home and see my girls ❤️❤️ @hopecunninghamm

@hopecunninghamm-I miss you so much 😭❤️❤️

As I finished typing I instantly began crying my eyes out

@conormaynard-only three more months gorgouse girl 💗💗💗 @hopecunninghamm

Suddenly the comments came flooding through

@????-gorgous girl,,I can't even 😭❤️❤️

@???-it must be so hard for them,I love you guys so much stay strong you can do it❤️❤️

The last comment actually made me smile a bit so I send her a little DM

To:@????

From@hopecunninghamm

Hey!! I saw your comment on Conor's tweet and it really means alot❤️thank you so much for the support your giving me and also Conor,it means so much and the people like you are the reason the boys do what they do❤️❤️

I closed my phone as I began to cry even more,I got up and quickly changed before walking downstairs and handing ellie to jack,I wanted to go out for a bit

"You alright" jack asked once he noticed I was crying and I nodded

"Yeah I'm just missing conor" I say putting on my shoes "okay I'm going out can you watch Ellie"

"Sure" jack said and I left

The walk to joes I was crying so much,still another three months I need Conor and I want to see him now

I got to joes with my mascara running,he opened the door wide and smiled at me and his face dropped

"What's wrong" he asked letting me in

"I just miss conor" I say wrapping my arms around joe and he held me tight

"He'll be home soon" joe said

"Another three months joe,I don't know how I can wait that long" I cried into his shoulder

"Joe you okay" I hear a familiar voice say,I slowly lifted my head of joes shoulder as we held eachother and saw Zoe

"Hope what's wrong" she asked walking over to me,I moved from joe to Zoe and she hugged me tight

"I miss Conor so much Zoe.i don't know how much longer I can last" I say as she held me tight

"It's okay I promise you and Conor can do this" Zoe said

"I can't wait another three months Zoe,I just need him" I say

"Listen to me,you and Conor are unbreakable I've seen you guys together and 3 months can't tear you guys apart" she said as she held me close and I sighed and nodded

She sorted my makeup and we walked into the livingroom where joe and Alfie were sitting

"Hey hope" he said giving me a hug

"Hi Alf" I say putting a smile on my face and sitting down

"Have you spoke to Conor today" joe asked

"Yeah,He called me earlier,he has an interview tonight which is going onto YouTube so I'm gonna watch that when it comes out" I smile slightly

"Good" joe smiled at me before going back on his phone