At least once in her life she's felt as if she's not good enough she still feels this way. Maybe if she just worked up the nerve to talk to this "someone"they would except her. But no, she can't, she's too scared, too insecure, too unsure.she feels like she doesn't belong, she know she's an outsider, a misfit. She KNOWS she doesn't belong.
He's beautiful she wonders if he knows that. he's the best person in her life. She wonders if he knows that. Maybe it's true, somethings are better left unsaid. If she told him how she felt he wouldn't except her, wouldn't consider her feelings. Not only because he doesn't care but because it doesn't matter. He'd probably laugh in her face and never speak to her again anyway.
But it doesn't matter, to her is beautiful. He's perfect, he can do no wrong. she knows she's a misfit, she doesn't belong but you always except him.
Because she loves him