Rich Passion • ℳJ Fanfiction

6 | Talk To Me

Y/N brushed her teeth before heading to her comfortable bed. Her bed was her second home, she could stay in her bed for hours. She stripped from her pajama pants and was only clothed in her top and underwear. As she motioned her body towards her king sized bed, she heard a knock on the bedroom door.

"Coming!" Y/N softly spoke as she threw on a satin robe to cover her half nakedness. She opened the door revealing This Is It. Y/N was surprised to see him, even though she really haven't had the chance to talk to him on a personal level.

"Hey," Y/N spoke gesturing This is It to enter as she closed the bedroom door.

"I just wanted to say, goodnight and thanks for letting us stay with you. You're a wonderful person." This Is It commented, causing Y/N to blush.

"Don't mention it," Y/N replied. "We can sit down and talk about something. If you want to?" Y/N suggested walking towards her bed.

This Is It waited patiently for Y/N as she got on the bed. He watched her get comfortable, shortly after he began walking towards the edge of the mattress sitting close to Y/N.

"What do you like to do on your free time?" This Is It asked gazing his dark brown orbs directly into Y/N's eyes.

"I love taking long walks. I like to read. Music and dancing is something that is very therapeutical in my life. I also love cooking," Y/N responded. "I almost forgot to include shopping!" Y/N giggled, adjusting her pillows for a more comfortable position.

"We have the same taste in music and dancing huh?" This is it asked raising his eyebrow. "Music is something that I cannot describe it in plain words. It something that makes me feel..." This Is It spoke before mentally searching for a word to describe his sentence. "Alive," This Is It and Y/N said in unison.

"Yeah, alive!" This Is It breathed.

"I definitely understand that feeling, I feel alive especially when I listen to your music." Y/N responded causing This Is It to grin.

"Y/N I want to get to know you better. I want to know what your life is like growing up. You know as a successful young woman, I'm curious?" This Is It asked, Y/N gave him a small smile. "If you don't mind." This Is It added.

"My life is something that I don't always talk about." Y/N stared at the oak colored wall.

"Why?" This Is It asked.

"Because when I think about it. It makes me, I don't even know..." Y/N sighed causing This Is It to frown.

She continued to speak cutting any arising tension of silence in the room. "I grew up in a loving family but we all had problems of our own. I was a good student, successful businesswoman. You name it, but those things didn't just happen naturally for me." Y/N spoke.

"It took time, healing, failure, and prayer. There were times I've been so lost where I thought I could never be found. There were even times where I stayed but I should've run." Y/N said staring straight at the room.

"At the age of 14 years old, I was molested by a boy at my school. That ruined me, till this day I feel like my anxiety was caused by that incident." Y/N said.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you." This Is It sighed putting his head down in pity.

"It happened sadly, I've even fallen in love with someone who didn't love me anymore. Ever did all you can for a person just for them to treat you like it was nothing. Making you feel like you weren't good enough, no matter how much you tried?" Y/N asked causing This Is It to nod.

"I've been right, but I've been so wrong in my life. I've made my mistakes. Y/N I don't know what it's like to be you. You don't know what it's like to be. I didn't know how short life was until I lost mine, I regret not celebrating my birthday at times, realizing I'll never get to celebrate it again." This Is It spoke. Y/N glanced at him with tears forming in her eyes.

"You don't know what you have until it's gone. I've lived my life letting go of things I never really took the time to heal from." Y/N responded wiping her tears away. "I'm realizing a lot just from talking with you. I'm very sure we both know what it's like to be hurt or feel pain. I usually don't have people to talk to about situations like this apart from my family. But with someone who can relate with what I'm going through, even though they're different from me." Y/N finished.

"It's alright Y/N, I believe what people need the most is being able to normalizing deep conversations with others. I grew up staying to myself as a child, as an adult I still do that.." This Is It was cut off by a knock on the door followed by a "come in". The door slightly opened revealing Off The Wall, Invincible, Bad, HiStory, Thriller and Jackson.

"Sorry to bother you, we just wanted to say a proper Goodnight," Off The Wall said causing Y/N to laugh at his kindness.

"Oh so thoughtful of you all, Thank you. Well I hope you all sleep well tonight." Y/N replied. She was caught off guard when she received a kiss on her left cheek by each of them. One on the right by This Is It.

"Oh oh okay, well Goodnight Jackson's, sweet dreams!" Y/N exclaimed. What kind of fairytale romance is this? She thought to herself. "Michael Jackson kissing me on the cheek, this was what millions of chicks were dying for back then. I got to experience it by each of them!" She began blushing as they left the bedroom.

"I'm going to let you go to sleep too girl, I loved talking with you tonight. It was like talking to my inner self that could understand me so well. Thank you." This Is It spoke getting up from the bed.

"No problem, thank you also for listening to me. I really needed that. Goodnight." Y/N smiled. He gave her another kiss on the cheek just before leaving her room.

Y/N scooted underneath the bed covers as she turned to her side to shut off the lamp on her nightstand. "Did Michael Jackson just kiss me again on the cheek." Y/N asked herself. She began using her fingers to graze lightly against her face. "Yeah, he did!" Y/N whispered.