Alli❤
As I woke up I couldn't think about what had happened to K. Seeing that incident make me scared I thought that he was going to die right there and then. He can't leave not now not when he doesn't how how much I love. It may seem like we are dating but he never asked me to be his girlfriend nor he never mentioned that he loves me. I'm confused the fuck right I now what I did to him at his office but I had to or else he would have punished me. As I stepped out the room quietly not trying to wake him up I walk out of his house. I needed a breather I need to think about what I should do about this. If I date him I mean he would still treat like I'm a total garbage this is fucking hard. Trying to find an answer I look up at the sky and close my eyes what do I do should I confess to him I really don't know why is this so fucking hard right now. As I am walking I get a phone call and to my eyes its K I answered " Allyson where are you " I then get confused at that moment " what do you mean I went outside to get some air I'll be back in a couple of minutes " as I took a sigh he then catches to me surprise of what he told me " I thought you left me I felt as if it was over I really don't want to lose you Alyson you mean everything to me" I then stopped walking " Okay K I'm going to ask you something and be straight up honest " I said as I was starting to get nervous right away " Okay......" K said as he seemed a bit nervous himself " Do you love me " I said as I got completely quiet at that moment " wait WHAT! " he said as he didn't expected me to say that " I said do you love me K like boyfriend love " I said as I'm turning completely red " What the hell Alyson what are you talking about your my assistant and that's it I know from this situation it's odd right bow but" I then interrupted him " You fucking idiot I fucking hate you " I yelled at him " how dare you after all those words you told me of how much you cared about me and that you don't want to lose me your saying that I'm JUST your assistant I can't believe you all this time you were just playing with my feelings you know what fuck you K I grunted you and you go and tell me that you know what I QUITE I'm not your assistant anymore I'm going to work with the other employees on the desks have fun without me" I hung up the phone and walk towards the work building. I can't believe I'm only his assistant and both oh no more after all we went through he thinks that I'm just his assistant who the hell does he think he is. As I sat on my desk I noticed Tracy walking in.
Tracy: What are you doing here so early. ( she says looking at me in a worried look)
Me: I told K that I quite being his assistant
Tracy: WHAT!!! ( she says as she drops all the paper work she was caring with her)
Me: He told me that I'm just his assistant and nothing more even though he told me how much he cares about me and hoe much he doesn't want to lose me. ( I said as I was getting sadder and sadder telling her what just happened this morning )
Tracy: I'm sorry about that Alyson I'm sorry you had to go through that
Me: it's fine I deserve it for not knowing what I was getting myself into I'm such a total air head for not K owing what kind of man he is and it's harder for me to just forget him because I'm in love with that fucking idiot but it seems that he doesn't care about it at all not one bit
Tracy: Does he know that you love him
Me: not really no our relationship is confusing it's the way he acts that makes everything confusing
Tracy: Like how, what do you mean? ( she says as she sits on the chair next to me)
Me: Well one second he tells you that he doesn't want to lose you and that he cares about you then the second he ends up being a total jerk to you and just doesn't care what it how you think of him
Tracy: I know what you mean I've been through hat before it really is confusing.
Me: I think I'm better off moving to a different city
Tracy: Aw now don't do that we all will miss you so will I
Me: I know but I just don't want to see him anymore seeing him makes me sad enough it reminds me about everything
* As I finished saying that I didn't notice that K was listening to everything *
K : Please don't move not now
( he says trying to catch his breath )
Tracy: if your here to treat her like shit now's not the good time K
K: SHUT UP WILL YOU!!! ( he says as the whole entire things gets quiet and catches the people attention from doing their work )
K: I'm sorry for what I said to you on the phone I didn't mean to say any of it at all. I've been going through weird feelings that I've never experienced before and by me shutting you out like that was a stupid idea for me to do but I'm sorry. I didn't know how I felt till the moment you hung up the phone I felt sad, a dick, a jerk, and totally uncool for what I did I punched the wall for what I did yoh didn't deserve any of it at all. I now know what love was
Me: and what's that ( I said crossing my arms)
K: when I first met you
( I then turned puzzled)
K: ever since I first met you Alyson you taught me what love was and how it felt I've never experienced love with anyone before but now I do
Me: wait what are you trying to say K
( He then walks up to me and we are now face to face with each other)
K: *sighs* I love you Alyson I really do I fucking love you and I don't want to lose you I should have told you this sooner but I'll tell you now since I confessed to you first
Alyson will you be my girlfriend
( I then turn completely blank)
Me: are you serious K
K: Yes I'm being serious Alyson I love you and I want you to be my girlfriend I promise you this time and forward I won't be a total dick to you anymore I'll be loving and caring to you I'll make you feel happy and loved I'll take you to places you haven't been to
( I then interrupted him with passionate kiss on the lips)
Me: I would love to be your girlfriend but don't change K I love you for who you are even though your a dick to me * as they shared a passionate Hugh together I here Tracy sniffling *
Me: Tracy are you crying
Tracy: I'm sorry I cry and beautiful scenarios like this one
* We all shared a good laugh as me and K hold hands *
