Charity's POV;
After Rochelle left , I groaned in frustration . Then a thought popped in my head . I began packing my things, and quickly scribbled a note for Rochelle. First , I had to say goodbye to Mya. On tip toes, I snuck to Mya's room and opened the door quietly. "Psst, Mya." I shut the door softly, behind me. "Mya?" I shook her by her shoulder.
"Mm?"
"I just came to say good bye."
She sprung up and looked me in my eye. "Goodbye?"
"Yes, I have to go bye-bye for awhile."
"Why? Because of me? I promise I won't talk about my daddy anymore, I know you don't like it."
"No, no it's not because of you. I just feel like I don't belong here anymore. But, I will come and visit you."
"You will?" her eyes lit up, and that made me crack a side ways grin.
"Yes, but only at nights . Mommy, can't know I'm here when I do."
"Why?"
I put my finger to my lip, and looked around with fake suspicion , and she mirrored my actions. "It's a secret." I whispered, she nodded and place her pointer finger on her lip. I kissed her on her forehead, "Bye, Mya."
"Bye-bye Charity." she whispered meekly. I got up, and got one more glance at the all pink room , with the white unicorns painted on the walls.
I sighed, I went back to my room, and opened my small window. I threw my things out first, and I followed . I looked once more at my old house, at my old life . "Goodbye, Rochelle." A stray tear slipped from eye.
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I ran for a few blocks, until I reached where I wanted to go . I took a deep breath , and knocked on the heavy wood door. I waited, fixing my attention on a small bug to pass some time. After about a minute , I knocked again . Another minute went by, and I knocked again. Soon, the door flung open. James, or known as "the dark skinned one", was at the door.
"What's up?" he said in his deeper than life voice.
" I ran away, I want to stay with you guys. "
He nodded , and stepped aside to let me in. It was kind of a dump, but I wouldn't except any less from boys, and the fact they live in an abandoned house. James walked me to the beat down stair case. "Where's Derrick's room?" I asked quietly .
"The last room on the right. The one that has 'Derrick' on it." he said with a mocking grin.
I began to walk upstairs, "You don't have to be smart about it." I mumbled . the hall branched off into many different rooms. The room on the left, read "James". I smirked, and wondered what he had in his room. Walking a little farther, I say a room read "Jayden" and I heard strange noises come from there . Well, they weren't exactly 'strange' I knew exactly what was going on in there.
"Jayden." muffled female voice sounded from his room. I cringed, and ultimately became a little jealous. Remembering, I did have a little crush on Jayden just today. Then, I got to thinking. Everything dramatic happened today . I lost my virginity today, I got a boyfriend today, I became apart of a gang today , I told my sister I hated her today, I threw away my whole life today.
I shook my head, and kept walking down the hall. "You made the right decision , Char'." I told myself. I finally approached Derrick's room, and became terrified of what I was going to see . Would there be another girl in his bed ? Would he have drugs somewhere? Would he be unbelievably gross?
I slowly opened the door, to find him just sleeping. Alone, thank God. He was snoring quietly, and I crept in a little more . Getting a full view of the room, I noticed it was clean . Spotless . I heard quiet music playing in the background. I smiled recognizing the song. "Superpower by Beyonce feat. Frank Ocean." Rumbling through my bag, I realized I forgot pajamas .
"Ugh, great."
"Cupcake?" a sleepy voice sounded behind me . I whipped my head around to see Derrick , rubbing his eyes. "Wha'chu doing here?" he said through a yawn.
"I ran away." I responded vaguely.
"And came to stay with your boys?" he smiled.
"Yes," I smiled cheekily, " but I forgot to pack pajamas. "I respond.
"No worries. He reached in his drawer, and pulled out one of his shirts. "Just wear this."
It was an all black shirt, with 2pac's face on it.
"Just this?"
"Yes." he smiled .
I started to take my clothes off, and I saw that he was staring at me. "Turn around . "
"What ?" he asked with a confused laugh.
"I don't want you looking at me!"
"I've seen you naked, Cupcake. "
"Yes, after you raped me."
"Touché"
"Now, turn around!"
He groaned, and did as he was told. I stripped done fast , and put on the shirt . I jumped in his bed, and he instantly came to me , and wrapped his arm around my waist. "I could get used to this , Cupcake." Derrick whispered in my ear . And I listened until his breathing steadied , and I knew he was asleep . But my mind continued to wander.
Was this a good idea?
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Picture of the boys , on the side !!
-Janay 🍄
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