Here I am sat on my own in my bedroom, with no one to talk to and no one to listen too. Its always been this way, I guess I like it that way, then at least i won't have to hear the constant nagging that my mom makes..."do this, do that" honestly she drives me insane.
Hi, im Autumn Everdeen, im 18 years old and looking for that one special boy to swoop me of my feet..only kidding, ever since my last break up, i don't think i trust boys anymore, they are nothing but the cause of trouble in your life. i know that from experience.
i guess you could say that i'm not very good in relationships, i'm either too shy, or not good enough for that certain person. the trouble with me is that i go for the more hot and not enough personality type of guys, the ones that make you fall for them when they are not there to catch you, and they let you fall in a ditch and just stay there forever, with no food and no drink, and you just die alone...okay i'm over exaggerating, but it's true, i go for the guys that will just end up hurting you.
i'm not very good with meeting friends either..when i was younger i used to get bullied because of the way i dressed, the way i looked, and the way i applied my makeup, i guess you could say i was the sort of teenager that was different from most people, i liked soft rock music such as all time low, and other bands like that, everyone thought i was just some emo, but i had a story behind it all. They lowered my self esteem, made me insecure and make me feel worthless, but the only friend i really had was brooke, she was there for me when everyone else left, she was there to pick me up after every hater, put me down. she helped boost my convidence and made me believe that not everyone has to be perfect to fit in with this society. i guess you could say she is my bestfriend. but i'd much rather call her my sister.
i've been through quite a lot throughout my childhood, i've been through, depression, self harm, eating disorder,bipolar, but all those tears soon become tears of joy, when i meet the perfect boyfriend i've been dreaming off since i was born, and all my fairtales, soon become a reality.
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awe:') so this is the introduction to my fanfiction, i've completely changed the story, but kept the same title. hope you guys like it. i don't know when i will be updating, it might be tomorrow but i'm not promising anything just incase i can't update tomorrow, but it will be very soon :) thank you again
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-lyndsey;xo
