My life is a blur. A facade if you will.
My vision is blank, my mind is empty and I'm terribly ill. What's wrong with me you may ask?
I'm dead. I'm rotting. My world is going down.
It feels like I'm drowning. My throat is burning and I want to yell.
I cannot speak.
I'm weak. I'm weak. I'm weak all over.
My thoughts are deep but they are screaming out so loud they are all just voices now.
Background noise.
Hearing my name but no one is calling.
Help.
I'm trying to be calm. Calm?
No.
I'm fucking freaking out.
My body language is something you can not figure out.
My life is a blur.
Welcome to my Hell.
