Stay Away

Welcome to my hell

   Welcome to my hell. You might not want to be here. I've only been holding on by a thread that seems to get closer to breaking by the minute. I've hated it here. So what I'm...off as they say. And that's the nicest thing they've said. The only things keeping me together is my best friend and music. I want to be a guitarist but my parents say I don't have a chance. And I say fuck them for saying that. I can do what I want and if it doesn't work out its not affecting their lives so why the hell does it matter. My best friend has only been here for 2 years. And I would murder anyone that ever hurt her. She knows this because I've told her and I proved it. There was someone that called her anorexic just because she is naturally skinny. So that girl went home with a black eye,a broken nose,a broken arm, and cuts on her. I was expelled for that and grounded for even longer. My dad said what I did took real love for my best friend and nerve too. My mom was pissed. She put me in therapy because she said I had 'anger issues'. Well I went and we found out it was a lot more than that. Depression, Bipolar, Anxiety and anger issues. They had put me on so much medication I never took. I didn't care if I was depressed or bipolar or anything. It was me and if people didn't like it they can fuck themselves (which they probably do anyway). My mom and dad split up a year ago. I went with dad and my mom only got worse. I would go over there on weekends and she was abusive. I would be hit with a belt for no reason. Most of the time she was drunk or high and it only made her worse. I never told dad because I knew he would put her in prison for child abuse. So I sucked it up and dealt with it for 10 months. Maybe longer than that. She was taken to prison a couple months ago. She was drunk and started getting mad because I was yelling at her to calm down. She got the kitchen knives and started throwing them at me. Most of them missed. While others left scars. She tried to kill me. She had me pinned against the wall when the cops came in. They said someone had called and said there was a disturbance and they came out as fast as possible. I was taken to the hospital because some of those knives cut pretty deep. I wasn't only physically scared but mentally too. That's when I just had my best friend and music.  I never left my room and all was good. Until that one day. Where everything was gone.
It was yesterday. I had gotten a call from my best friends parents.

Ooh cliff hanger! Don't worry ill update soon. Bye bye my people. XD
           ~thatonewriter