Lost and found (a 5sos fanfic)

Too Late

I wake up and see Ashton sitting there crying. "Ashton are you okay?" I sit up and look at him. "Oh umm...Good morning beautiful, I-i'm fine I'm just, fine." He says with watery eyes. My heart sank, he was so sad and sweet. I just wanted to know why he was upset."Is it Cat?" I ask trying to be careful with the subject. "Just, can we drop it." He snaps. "As soon as you answer me." I knew it was Cat, I just wanted to hear it. "Fine, it is. It's all my fault she crashed and that she died and your hurt and if I didn't make that call none of this would of happened." He frowned and ran his hands through his hair. "Ashton don't say that, it was my fault I let her pick up the phone, it's against the law." I start crying. He cradles me in his arms. "Let's just drop it okay, she's dead. It's my fault and I can't do anything to save her. She is already gone!" I hate myself, it is my fault. I feel that chill again like somebody is there, but it's only me and Ash. "Don't say that." He comforts. "I can because it's true!" I yell and it goes silent for what feels like an hour. I finally calm down. "Anyway, can we just stop at my house later? I need some clothes." I ask looking up at him as he is still cradling me. "Sure we can get some breakfast while were out." Ashton suggests with a shrug. He gets out of bed still shirtless just like last night. For some reason I was staring..he is so hot shirtless. Wait Lia stop thinking like this that is your bestfriends brother. I struggle to get out of bed. "Here I'll get your crutches." He smiles. "Thank you." I smile back. "Will you be able to get your shorts on?" He asked. "Maybe, they are kinda loose." I shrug. He throws on a nirvana shirt. "Could you look away for a moment so I could get changed?" I asked politely. "Uhh sure." He turns around and I put on my tanktop from yesterday and try to put on my shorts. I put my right leg in first and than attempt my left. I get it past my toes then up to my leg. I was able to the shorts on no problem. "There, all dressed." He turns around. "Great let's get going then. I quickly take my hair elastic off my wrist and then do my hair into a messy bun. I follow Ashton down the hall hoping on my crutches. I put on my one flip flop and grab my phone off the table. It was at 43% charged. Me and Ashton head outside to the car. I pull my phone out once again to see I have one message. I pull up my messages to see it was from Cat. WHAT?!?! I read it quickly.

To: Lia

Stop blaming yourself-C

From: Cat

"What the hell?" I mutter to myself. She's dead, how is she messaging me? Am I halucinating? Is this real? If I pinch myself will I wake up? I pinch myself hoping it was fake."Oww" I squeal. I look down the message is still there. "Are you okay?" Ashton asks. I wanted to say 'Yeah my best friend just came back from the fricken' dead' but I couldn't. "Yeah... I gotta show you something later." I assure him. We pull into a parking lot to a little cafe called "Barb's Cafe". We head inside and sit down at a booth. "Hi guys I'm Jenette and I will be your server today what can I get you?" She smiles pulling out a pen. "We would like two of today's breakfast specials please." Ashton orders.

"And to drink?"

"Um I would like a Pepsi please." I ask politely playing with my fork. "I'll have a coffee." Ashton orders. "okay be back in a few with your drinks."

《sorry this was a bad chapter but the next chapter will be up soon.Also thanks for the votes.Don't forget to follow comment and vote》 bye!!!