I prayed for you today.
I prayed and prayed and prayed
Hoping that maybe just for a moment
You could be here with me
That you could wrap me up in your arms
And tell me that everything will be ok.
That you love me and as long
As I know that everything will be fine,
But I know better than that.
This hopeless dream of mine will
Never happen.
You are in Heaven and I am here on earth.
No matter how much I pray for you
To come down here and be with me,
It will never happen.
I always question myself, dad.
Asking myslef why you had to go
And leave me.
Always doubting myself that I
Wasn't good enough for you.
Then I realized you didn't have a choice,
And I started doubting God. I mean
I prayed for you so why couldn't I have you?
It just doesn't work that way
No matter how muuch I want it to.
Yet every night I always pray for you.
I have lost all hope to ever
Have you with me, but I just
Can't seem to stop myslef from always praying and asking for
You to be able to come down
Here with me.
To support me,
To help me.
I can't do this without you
No matter how hard I try.
Everything is to much for me
to handle on my own
I need you here,
With me now.
So nobody can ever hurt me again.
Where are you when I need you most?
