STEPBROTHER | PJM

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i looked at jackson and he looked at me. "He saw us didn't he?" He said and looked down. I was speechless, i couldn't say anything. I was quietly standing there, i couldn't move my body. Even tho i was standing there quietly, a tear fell down my cheek. Why? I don't know. Why am i crying? He was eating a girl out before and he didn't even give a fuck about me. "hey, it's okay" jackson said and hugged me. I didn't know if i could hug him back right now, everything was just, just, i- i don't know, everything was just hard. "you should go home, you don't look okay, let's tell the teacher you're sick" jackson said and took my by my arm, i followed him but i didn't say anything, i guess i was still shocked. the moment jimin walked in the classroom, keeps playing around in my head. The look he had on his face, everything. jackson walked over to my locker, took my stuff and took my hand again and held it tight. he was walking around, and  i was following him like a dog following it's owner. We were walking and walking but i didn't pay attention to anything, i didn't say anything, i was looking down the whole time and ignoring everything and everyone.

We stood in front of my house and i still didn't look up. Jackson followed me to the door and rang the bell. I didn't know if anyone was home because my mom and mr.park should be at work right now. Surprisingly the door opened, and i didn't even look up to see who it was. "hello jackson, long time no see" a woman voice said, i could automatically hear it was my mom. I didn't bother to look up at her and say hey. "Hello miss, yes its been a long time" jackson said. I didn't really know what was going on, because i didn't bother to pay attention to the two talking. "What happened to y/n?" My mom said and hugged me. No i didn't hug her back, i didn't even talk to her, i ignored everything she said. My mom was asking questions, and i was ignoring and jackson was answering the questions for me. "Let's go inside honey, you come to jackson" i walked inside and took my shoes off. My mom took me by my right arm and jackson took me by my left arm. they were overreacting, i wasn't drunk or anything. oh maybe yes,
Drunk in love. They followed me to my room and i didn't even care and i lied down on my bed, without even talking to any of them. I wasn't sleeping yet, so i could hear my mom and jackson talking together. "what really happened at school?" My mom said. My eyes were closed so i couldn't see their faces. "She suddenly got really dizzy and then i followed her home, nothing else" jackson said. For a minute i thought he was gonna tell my mom about jimin. "So she didn't get into a fight with someone?" My mom asked. even tho i was sad and couldn't do anything, i couldn't stop judging my mom. a fight with someone? Seriously i would never do that. "No no, if she got into a fight would have bruises, and she has none. And she was just dizzy really." Jackson said. Yes he was lying but who cares, i rather not want my mom to know about me and jimin's little past.

I woke up to someone touching my hair, i didn't open my eyes yet but i could feel someone touching my hair. I slowly opened my eyes and i saw..hobi? what was he doing here? "hey" he said and smiled. I starred at his angelic smile and smiled myself. "Hey" i said, hoseok was honestly the best friend someone could have. "How are you feeling?" He said and gave me little smile again. Honestly seeing hoseok smiling made me feel a lot better (a/n okay me) "better" i said and smiled. hoseok and i, we were starring at each other like we were some kind of couple. no i don't think i would ever date hoseok, hoseok is my best friend and i don't think it will be more than that. "i know you still feel like shit, and i know it was jimin's fault..again, but honestly fuck him, don't waste your tears on him" i looked into his eyes. "yes he is my best friend, but dating a new girl 2-3 days efter a break is a dick move." He said, he start touching my hair again and just gave me little smiles. "you know,
You deserve to be happy" he said. Honestly i was speechless, that just came out of a boys mouth. I didn't think boys would think or say something like that, it made me feel special. "hoseok, thank you so much for this, you made me a lot happier, i can't thank you enough." I said and sat up and hugged him. He hugged me back, but i was hugging tight, really tight. "only saying the truth, so don't worry about it" he said and let go of the hug. Did i want to hug him longer? Yes a lot longer, and really tight. "but i think it's time for me to leave, text me tomorrow and let's go to school together." He said and stood up. He opened to door and was about to go, but i ran out of my bed to hug him. I was hugging him tight so he couldn't let me go. "You know i love you, thank you for today." I said and let him go, he said 'i love you too' and left.

It has been some hours and i have been reading books and nothing else. But i suddenly got really thirsty and i walked down the stairs to the kitchen but then i heard my mom and mr.park yell "IS Y/N YOUR GIRLFRIEND?"

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Heeeey im so sorry for not updating, you know doctors have been killing me and YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THE LAST PART SOON DONT WORRY. and also i wanna say thank you for 3k reads,
Im so thankful seriously. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH!! thank yuh again<3