Sa people think depression is just crying and sleeping a lot, butnits so much more. Its when you can slowly feel yourself shut out the world one day at a time. Each time you reccollect a memory they seem to turn grayer than before. You want it to stop bit it won't, you want to be back to the way you were before but you can't.
Being depressed isn't always sad either. You still smile, you still laugh at jokes, you still feel a little bit like yourself...just different. You can feel yourself change, sometimes your friends see it too. Even if you don't want them too. No matter how many times they ask you if you're OK, you'll say you're fine because they're stressed too, you don't want to put any more weight on your shoulders. You don't wanna be a burden. And if that's not the case, you just simply feel like they wouldn't care.
Depression is honestly hard to explain. People try to condense the term into a definition but its so much more than that.
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im emotional, not emo
RandomI'm pretty much just gonna talk about emotions that kinda play into my life, idrk
