Lately I've been really sad and worried.
I'm sad because...we'll I don't know why I'm so sad right now. I guess I relapsed in a sense. But then again, we all knew that would happen eventually, didn't we?
I'm worried about my friends because their relationships, their decisions, are tearing them apart. And I can see that happening.
Nearly all of my friends drink, including me (although I've been sober for a while), and that's destroying them. Alcohol just makes you feel shittier than you already did. Don't start drinking guys.
A lot of them smoke too. They smoke because they want to die. He smoked. All of his friends did too. You shouldn't start smoking because then you won't stop. It becomes addictive.
I guess I'm sad cause I miss him more than ever now for some reason. Almost a year.
I miss you.
