Realize

Where Are You

Abbey's POV

"Oh, Dylan catch" Said Luke as he throws a little plastic bag to Dylan

"Just for emergencies" he gives out a wink and drives off leaving Sabrina and Dylan confused

We drive off and leave Dylan and Sabrina in the side walk. We watch them leave and and head to the opening in one of the broken gates.

"Dang they are cute" said Irene breaking the awkward silence

"Wait I would prefer Dylan than Arthur" said Luna as she approves

"Hmm... come to think of it they would be a better couple" says Luke as he approves making the girls happy

"NO THEY WONT!" I said With a tone voice, leaving everybody speechless for a while

"What why, are you jealous?" Said Amanda as she puts her hand on my shoulder comforting me

"NO JUST! no please" i said as she slowly moves het hand away

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Me and Dylan used to be best friends with his brother. We used to eat, play and hang together. Until I got feelings for Luke. People called me crazy for liking him but they just don't see what I see. They might see a dumb boy but I see a handsome, kind, athletic, funny, amazing man.

After Luke left for college and me and Dylan stuck in high school, we started to get awkward. Another new year in high school I had no friends. Dylan was already getting along with his other old friends. I was alone in everything, i didn't have friends or anything. I cant just go to Dylan, his friends might think i am clingy, weird or even worse a slut. In classes i would always sit in the back or in the side. I mostly pay attention to the teacher but i mostly just look around and admire the people that have friends and they should know how lucky they are

I would mostly look at the P Jays. They were only one group of girls with 5 girls. They were pretty, funny, kind, active and just any girl can dream of. They were perfect but i knew that I couldn't be friends with them.

Until one day, our science teacher told us to group our selves in 6. Every time the teacher says to pair or make a group i would just go to the comfort room and wait until every one has a pair. But they noticed me and felt bad so they went up to me and asked we could be group mates. I wasn't sure but i wont get this opportunity again so i said yes.

They were not awkward with me, i did my best not to be awkward too. They made me talk and have fun in our science project. We became closer because of science. Science is the only thing that i could relate to them but now i can relate to them in anything. They changed me to a better person. I never knew until Dylan spoke to me in the park.

I was walking in the park and I noticed his hair and clothes. I ran up to him and talked about how long since we have last spoken. I wasn't scared to talk to him anymore because of the Girls. Then suddenly he reminded me of his older brother. How he presented himself to the way he looks. Then i just start asking questions about his brother. Then i just break it to him that i still liked him. He was kinda happy about it but when the days past he kept on ignoring me. I thought making sure i told him the truth would let us hang out again but it just made things more awkward
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