Ugh chapter 10 was lost so here's a new chapter 10
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I woke up to Jayde blasting 'Twerk Like Miley Cryus' "NO MORE SUGAR FOR JAYDE! ESPECIALLY IN THE MORNING!" I yelled peeling off my sheets. Isaiah ran into my room. "That's how I am going to wake you up now" he said pressing his forehead against mine,pecking my lips. I smile. "Already you gotta get out. I have to get dressed" I said swinging my legs over the edge of the bed and grabbing my crutches to walk towards my closet. "It's picture day" Jade said trying to twerk in a handstand. "Ummm" Lacey said walking past my room to see that. I laughed as I dug through my closet for clothes. I pulled my shirt over my head. "ISAIAH! GET OUT!" I yelled pointing at the door. He groaned and left. I proceeded to undress. I changed my bra and put on my galaxy printed high necked,no sleeve shirt on. I pulled down my spandex and changed my underwear. I pulled up my high waisted shorts and put on 1 neon green PED and my galaxy Van. I crutched my way to the bathroom. I dumped out my makeup on the sink and went applying it. Foundation,mascara,eyeliner,and a bit of gold eyeshadow. I grabbed my curling iron and plugged it in and put my makeup away as I waited for it to heat up. Gas Pedal came on in my room and Jayde came running in and failing to do Gas Pedal. I laughed and curled my hair. I finished my look by putting a gold chain with a white bow on. I slid down the stairs on my bum. I made my way into the kitchen and grabbed a bagel and popped into the toaster. Isaiah came down with a beanie on,a tight white shirt that showed some black ink from his tattoo,jeans and black Converses. I quickly looked away,blushing,as Isaiah caught me staring. Isaiah cupped my cheeks and kissed me. I smiled once again. "I'll make breakfast" he said going into the fridge pulling out eggs and then he went into the freezer and pulled out bacon.
Isaiah finished cooking and we ate. Isaiah took his Camro too school. Lacey rode with Isaiah and Jayde and I rode in her truck. We were blasting country music all the way to school. "SHE GOT THAT HONKATONKA BADONKADONK!!!" we yelled along to the song. Isaiah pulled up Classical music. "LOSER" I yelled,smiling at Isaiah. He stuck his tongue out. I followed the same childish action.
The day went along with our boring classes and getting the death stare from Conelius and Christoffer. Èlisabeth came running up to me at the end of the day. "IM DATING CONELIUS!!" she squealed. I narrowed my eyes and flipped him off as he walked by. Èlisabeth smacked me light on my arm,making sure that I didn't loose balance because if I did I would be on the ground with ANOTHER injury. I had a feeling that when Christian said that they were going to do something worse,that I was probably going to be hurt badly. I sighed as I went back up to my room. I have to tell him one way or another. I grabbed paper and a own and wrote:
-To my BooBear
I'm sorry for telling you this way but,I want to let you know that I have been cutting myself. I'm so sorry baby. I love you with all my heart. I'm trying to stop,its been really hard though. 1 hour clean since writing this. Okay,I will tell you how it started. It was December. I was in Paris and I was 11. I was a little chunky and I wasn't doing good in school. Everyone called me fat,stupid,ugly fuck,and all the other harsh words that pains me to remember. It was an icy day and my father was driving me,Jayde, and Valentina(my sister) to school. We hit black ice. We fishtailed and soon a truck hit us and we rolled. As we stopped rolling Valentina was already outside the car somehow screaming. Father was dead. I could tell. His face blue from blood loss and terror struck in his face. I was screaming for Jayde to wake up. She went into a coma and Valentina was soon getting quiet. I was losing blood. Fast. By the time me and Jayde got drug out of the car, Father and Valentina were already in body bags. I went into shock and they thought I died. Then,I went into a coma from potential brain damage. Jayde woke up from her coma 2 minutes before I did. 1 month after the accident. Jayde remembered her name and everything. I, on the other hand,had to learn everything again. My name, Chantal Véronique Lanfond. My birthday July 13,1997. My family. What happened to me. My numbers une,duex,trois,quatre,cinq,six,sept,huit,neuf,dix. My alphabet ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ(French) I was depressed. I knew that Valentina and Father were never coming back. I had a pencil sharpen and a screwdriver. I unscrewed a blade and tore my skin. It felt amazing and I was soon doing it everyday.
Only Jayde knew. Now you do. I love you BooBear. Never forget that.
~Love your,Babygirl💜
Some of my tears smeared the words. But,he'll understand what the words are. I places the letter in an envelope and wrote "My SaiahBooBear" on it. I sealed it and hid it in my bag. I'm going to give it to him tomorrow. I have an uneasy feeling about tomorrow but,I'll still go to school.
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UPDATED AT 3:30something AM!!! MY EYES HURT. GOOD NIGHT!!
#TEAMNOSLEEP
