And I Shall Fall

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

I took a deep breath as I walked through my front door, frightened that my father might see me. I don't even want to think of what he would do or say. But of course, he saw me. He yelled, "Get your slutty ass over here!" as I walked toward him.

After my daily beating, I go upstairs to see my fate.

Ella.

Jenna.

Those two were mine. They stayed with me. But they were the ones who made me try to kill myself 10 times. And all the "Beautiful artwork," as some would say, I did on my arms. I walked over to my bed where Ella and Jenna sat on each side of me. They had perfect hair, perfect clothes, and perfect makeup... well... perfect everything. They started talking, and then I took out my razor. I stared at it for a half an hour. Then drove my self to hell.

I couldn't take it.

I was walking into school to see everyone staring at me. I hate it when this happens. Because I know she's behind me. Me as a demon. She says I'm gonna be just like her. I'm all alone with her. At least I have June and Emily. Of course I can see June's demons and she can see mine. If I had never met her, I would be dead by now. Aaron was looking at me as if I shouldn't have been there with me. As if I shouldn't live. Like I'm a waste of oxygen. I turned around quickly, bumped into someone, and fell on my face. I could see him pointing at me and laughing. I can't believe I used to love him. Every time I close my eyes I think of his hands against mine. His sweet voice telling me everything was going to be okay. Why did I fall so hard, why do I always fall? All I ever do is fall deeply away from love, faith, friends, family, and society.

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Hey guys, I didn't know what the plot was in the story here so just bare with it. it gets really good when you start chap six but you kinda have read the beginning to understand the rest so sorry. I believe you can make it! ta ta for now.

~ Jade Moon

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