A/N I hope you guys like this, it's the first sad story I've ever written. Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson came on as I wrote it. I really suggest you listen to it as you read. I imagine the song from the readers pov, that the song is how you feel. It really adds to the story as you read it and listen to the song.
Niall's POV (The whole story is his POV)
"Y/N why did you leave me? We could have been happy together. I would have done everything possible to make you happy!" I pour out my heart, tears streaming down my face, but I get no response. "I love you so much! Your my life! Every time you smile, I smile too, just knowing your happy makes me happy too. If only I had another chance. I would do anything to make sure your safe and happy." I keep talking for who knows how long, saying everything I never got the chance to say. "You will always be in my heart no matter what." I finally look up from the ground I had been staring at, not having the guts to look up until now, "I'll always love you." I'm still crying, but I feel better now that I finally got to say everything I never said before. The sight before me is still hard to see, no matter how many times I've seen it before. I look at the gravestone in the ground in front of where I sit. 'Loving girlfriend and beloved friend' is engraved into the stone. "The lads miss you too. We all miss your humor and how if we were arguing you would break it up or jump right into the argument." I laugh softly, remembering all the times we all fight over stupid stuff, pretending to be serious, and the person who laughed first would buy lunch for everyone. "What I wouldn't give to have just one more pointless argument. To hug you one last time. Tell you how beautiful you are."
"I love you, Y/N, but I've got to go now, darling." As I get up to leave I hear a little voice call, "Daddy!" I turn and see the voice belongs to my and Y/N's little girl, Olivia. And about five feet behind her is Liam. They had been waiting in Liam's car. He drives Livey and I here because I'm not emotionally stable enough to drive when we visit Y/N.
Olivia runs to me and hugs my legs. I bend down and pick her up putting her on my hip. She snuggles into my neck as I as her, "Hey princess, ready to go?" She shakes her head no and wiggles around in my arms until I set her down. I give her a confused look so she says, "I want to give this to mummy before we leave." She walks over to her mum's grave before I can see what she wants to give Y/N. I walk behind Olivia as she walks to Y/N's grave and bends down, placing Y/N's favorite flower and a picture I remember Olivia drawing yesterday on the ground. The picture has me, Y/N and Olivia on it drawn in colored pencils. I tear up as I look at it. In the picture Y/N has angel wings on her back. The tips on the wings are Y/N's favorite color.
Olivia looks back at me and sees I'm close to tears. "Don't you like the picture, Daddy? I made it for Mummy," she tells me looking sad. I walk over to where she kneels next to the grave and knell next to her, putting an arm around her little shoulders and gently kiss her forehead. "It's a beautiful picture, baby" I tell her, giving her a watery smile
"Then why do you look upset?' she asks, starting to look upset herself
"I'm not upset, princess. It's such a beautiful picture, it makes me cry happy tears"
"Oh, I get it now" she looks relived now that she's sure the picture didn't make me sad. I sigh deeply as I remember the day Y/N died, It was also the day Olivia was born. That day changed my life forever.
(flashback)
I finally had a day off so I was spending my time with Y/N, watching Disney movies. Right now we're watching Finding Nemo and eating tons of candy and popcorn.
I start to tear up as I watch a shark eat Marlin's wife and all his kids that are yet to be born, except for Nemo. I fell Y/N poke my cheek so I turn to her, wiping the tears that escaped and now fall down my face. "Are you crying, Niall?" she teasingly asks, knowing I am. "Babe, you know I always cry when we watch Nemo" I tell her, not caring that I was crying because of a 'kid's film'
