smile flower - haikyuu oneshots (angst) [discontinued]

keiji akaashi - broken

“(f/n)?” i mumbled as i see (h/c) locks. the figure turns to me, surprisingly, she was wearing a broken smile.

“(f-f/n)!” slowly walking up to her, i try holding her. “k-keiji..” she calls out, her voice cracking.

slowly, she starts fading.

“(f/n), please stay!” i yell out. “keiji, i can't.”

like our memories that are
fading away, i am standing in white fog.

“akaashi!! wake up-!” slowly opening my eyes, i see my best friend, his eyes widen.

“akaashi! are you okay? you were crying!” he states and i look down. “is (f/n) here?” asking, bokuto frowns.

“akaashi,” he says with a serious tone of voice.

“shes dead.” he finishes. “...” silence filled the air as i stared at my hands.

“i miss her, bokuto-san.” i mumble as the captain rubs my back. “i know. she probably does too.” he says.

“you know,” i started speaking softly as the sun was blocked by my grey and white curtain.

“(f/n) was really a sweet girl. she was as energetic as you, bokuto-san. nevertheless, i still loved her.”

“you're making her sound like she's like me.” bokuto chuckled and i laughed silently with him.

“but, i still can't believe that the worst thing had to happen to her of all people.” silence met the air as i last spoke.

“akaashi.” bokuto called out my name as i looked up at him. “move on. you're not the only one whose being affected. without you right now, we're all miserable.”

the owl-like captain explained and tears formed in my eyes.

as much as i want to believe you're still here, i know, and we both know, you're gone.

but we both have to stay strong, and move on.

and we both know it's for the best, right?

“you're right bokuto-san. i should move on.” i mumbled.

move on.

i want you to know, that I couldn't help but cry every night. i felt miserable without you.

you were someone so important to me. i got too attached. but i sure didn't regret it.

you made me feel all the things I feel today.

joy and pain.

remember the day you confessed? you were so cute. the way your face was as red as a tomato, made me chuckle.

ill never forget that.

ill never forget you.

i love you, okay?

whoever you are, if you're reading this. whatever you do, i love you.

(a/n)

wink wonk.

;)) im sorry xD

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