The Coffee Shop

Five || 11:57 am || namjoons room

[[Spotify playlist: namjoon by tara tipple]]

n a m j o o n
The sun is shining through the curtains
My head is pounding
My eyes hurt because of the light
And the fantasic feeling of regret

I'm laying on my side to the window. I'm sweating and feel like absolute crap. Why the fuck did I drink so much? I do this everytime. I groan and roll over on to the other side of the bed.

Empty..

Please not again. Did she get some ideas from yesterday? I pat the side of the bed where (Y/N) slept. It's cold. Great. We had sex, she probably stole all my money and left me here. I sit up and look for my wallet. It's not on my bedside table where it usually is. Of course it's not there. I grab my underwear and some sweatpants from the floor and put them on. Hand on my forehead, I walk my hungover ass towards to the bathroom.

As I walk out my bedroom door I can hear music. And.. is that bacon?
I walk quietly over to the kitchen, and there she is. She's wearing my white t-shirt that is obiously too big for her. But she looks so cute in it. I stare at her for a second, watching her sway her hips to the music. Quietly singing along to some Dean song. She's so hot and adorable at the same time how is that possible? I walk up behind her and hug her from the back. "Good morning". She tenses up, but then softens when she realizes it's me. "You woke up late, is your head okay?" She says in a worried tone, flipping the bacon strips in the fryingpan. I rest my chin on her shoulder and watch her flip the bacon. "I'm better now" I say in a sleepy and raspy tone. Her body shivers a little after I answered.

She turns around and looks at me smiling. "By the way I'm sorry for not waking you when I left to buy food but you seemed so peaceful so I let you sleep. And I took some money out of your wallet to buy you some groceries because you literally had nothing in your fridge." I laugh at her.
"I have to say, I really thought you took the advice from the girls I told you about yesterday and left my ass." She hugged me, really tight. "Namjoon I would never do that. I'm not a stuck up poor ass bitch" she paused. "Well I'm poor and I'm rude sometimes but I would never do that to you." I chuckle. "I'm thankful for you (Y/N), people need to be more like you"
We hug for a little while, untill she pushes me away and starts flipping the bacon around. She forgot about them and now ther were almost a little burned. "FUCKDUKCUFKCUFKC I WANTED THESE TO BE PERFECT" she screams at the fryingpan, and I'm behind her dying of laughter.

This was the best morning I've had in a long time. Waking up to someone making me breakfast, laughing at stupid shit and messing around while cooking.

She finished the rest of the breakfast herself, asking me to sit down and let her do everything when I try to help her out. I didn't really mind because I'm not the best chef. One time I wanted to heat up some pizza, and and after like 30 minutes I completly forgot about it and it came out all black.
I didn't mind watching her make food either. It was a nice feeling, seeing someone make food for you. Someone you really like and care about. We haven't even known eachother for 24 hours but I feel like I've known (Y/N) for years. I know all her favourite things and places she likes to go to, we share the same interests, she's open to me about everything and we share everything.
"Let's eat!" She smiles and puts two plates of food down on the table. "This looks amazing (Y/N), are you a master chef or some shit?" I poke at the scrambled eggs with my fork. She smiles at my compliment. "It's not that hard to make scrambled eggs Namjoon" she laughed and ate some of her eggs. I chuckle and start eating.
Not only does the food look good but it tastes amazing! The eggs were perfectly cooked, the bacon was a little burned but it had a nice crisp to it, and the salad on the side was fresh and nice. I literally couldn't stop smiling while I was eating it was so delicious. I think (Y/N) noticed because she would giggle a few times.

I insited on doing the dishes since she bought e groceries and made the breakfast. ''I'll go get dressed'' she brushed my bedhair with her hand while walking by and I poked her side, making her squeal. I laughed and continued to clean the dishes. Suddenly feeling sad that she would have to leave in a few hours to catch the train home. In the middle of my train of thought (Y/N) comes up behind me and hugs me, just like I did with her. It felt so nice to have her arms around me. ''I'm leaving in 15 minutes by the way, you can walk with me to the train station if you like?'' She whispered softly. It doesn't seem like she really wants to leave. I turn to her and pull her closer to my chest. ''Sure I can.'' I say trying to hold back my sadness. (Y/N) looks up at me and smiles. ''Well I follow you on instagram and I have your number, and you have mine, so it's not like we're parting forever.'' I smile softly, ''I just don't want you to go (Y/N).'' Her smile disappears. ''I really like you (Y/N), we have the same humor, we like the same things, you're so beautiful and funny and sweet and kind and... I could go on for hours.'' We were both quiet for a minute, just holding eachother, listening to our heartbeats. ''I don't want to lose you (Y/N), please don't leave me'' I say quietly. ''Of course I won't leave you Namjoon. I would never do such a thing!'' (Y/N) hugs me tigher and lets me go and holds my hand. I look up at her and she's smiling. ''Hey, let's not be sad now okay? We still have like two hours or something before my train leaves, we can take a walk and grab some coffee if you like? And I can come visit you for new years or you can visit me? Okay Namjoon?'' I nod and kiss her forehead. ''I'll go get dressed and then I can follow you to the train station.''

----x----

It's not snowing so much as it was yesterday. The whole city is covered in a thick layer of soft snow like a blanket. (Y/N) is wearing the same clothes as yesterday (of course) but she looks even better today than she did yesterday. We're both walking hand in hand on the pavement, swinging our arms and talking. I'm not even listening to what she's saying, just hearing her voice makes me happy. We walk for a while, since the train station is far away from my apartment. Even though my hands were freezing and I couldn't feel my toes my right hand was still warm from holding (Y/N)s hand. I still regret not wearing gloves though. After a while I see the train station and my heart sinks. ''We're here already?'' (Y/N) laughs and nods. She doesn't seem so happy herself. I check my watch. ''When is the train arrivning?'' (Y/N) checks her phone, just as she's about to answer I can hear the train coming to my left. ''Now'' she says in a sad tone. The lump in my thorat got bigger. I wanted to run up to that train and push it back so it would go back. (Y/N) looked me in the eyes. I saw the sadness in her eyes. I couldn't think. I grabbed her face and kissed her for as long as possible. (Y/N) wrapped her arms around my neck. I forgot all about the cold now. This is the warmes I have ever been. The train stops and (Y/N) pulls away. ''I'll see you soon Namjoon'' and she steps into the train. I wave to her untill I can't see her through the window and stare at the train untill it dissapears from my sight.

I sigh and slowly walk home. As I'm walking my phone vibrates and I pull it out of my pocket as fast as I can.

''I can't wait untill nex time ♡''