I just came back from Sacramento, CA. It was sometime around 11pm. I wished everyone goodnight, and went to bed. I hadn't used social media all weekend so I checked my Snapchat, and my Instagram. When I was done I headed over to YouTube and watched all the videos I hadn't had time to watch during the week.
I was almost done watching all of the Shane Dawson videos I had missed when I thought, why do I do this to myself? Why do purposely make myself tired? I know I'm gonna hate myself in the morning when I wake up for school. So why do I do it?
Is it because I'm young and don't care? No, because I value the little sleep I get. Then why? I pondered this question for 10 more minutes when I realized it's 3:37 a.m. I shouldn't keep wondering and just go to sleep. So I did.